Wednesday 1st January 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, we are beginning another year 1964! What will it be like? A year of separation? or a year of union? Since I trust Your powerful arms, why worry?
Already forteen years since my director has been directing me! Thank You, my God, for this great favor of having a guide inspired and chosen by You. Thank You for Your merciful love. Thank You for Your intimacy. Thank You for the beautiful year just gone by. How abundant the graces received from Your love! Yes, I had the pleasure of receiving You in Holy Communion 196 times, not counting the spiritual communions! The many absolutions… 107! The advice received from my director, the encouragement to continue my journey!... With Your grace, I was able to accept what You asked of me. I had to struggle, but with You, I felt stronger! Without You, I can do nothing.”
“Ô my God, my loving Father, I am at Your feet asking You to bless Your little girl, to bless my ideal, to bless my struggles, my efforts, to bless my work, to sanctify me through my sufferings, to bless those I love, to bless the members of Your beautiful little Team of love. I ask You to bless my family, my friends and my enemies. Bless my thoughts, my desires. I offer You each heartbeat as if they were acts of love, of thanksgiving, of perfect contrition. My God, grant me the grace to love You more and more, to serve You with fidelity in the least of things. Increase my desire to suffer more with Your Divine Son for Your glory. My God, may Your Holy Will be done in me. I abandon myself with love and confidence into Your Fatherly arms.
Do with me what You will in all things. Yes, I offer everything out of love and through the hands of my Gentle Mother of heaven. Ô Immaculate Virgin, offer me to God the Father with Your Divine Son. Thank You for loving me, ô my Gentle Mother whom I love!”
Thursday 2 January 1964
– Jesus: “My Beloved, during this year, your ideal will come true and Ours as well. We have been so happy accepting the Holy Will of Our Father over Us.”
– Jesus: “Yes, My Beloved, from all eternity, We wanted you. And Our Father, in His infinite mercy leaned over you with love. He filled you with graces of choice. How He loved you to unite you to My sufferings! He allowed you by a special grace to become My little spouse, Our little host of love, Our little victime of love. We are so comfortable in your little soul, Our home. Thank you, My Beloved for receiving Us, for speaking with Us, for listening to Us. It is by living with Us in great intimacy that you were able to understand a little Our love for you. We have asked you a lot, but we wanted to lavish you with graces.
You have received in abundance Our favors, for you needed them to fulfill your mission. I know that the path of love is very narrow, plus, there was the path of silence that was very difficult to accept and follow, but with the help of the Holy Spirit and Our help, you were able to come to Us at a rapid pace. We have given you completely all Our love and Our peace so that, in spite of trials, crosses, sufferings, you might be Our little ray of love. Yes, may you radiate Us everywhere in your midst. May your good humor, this peace of soul, this tranquillity of spirit, this serenity in the face of suffering be an example, a comfort for souls that approach you, for they will understand what it is like to love Us, to believe in Us, to live a great intimacy with Us.»
– Jesus: “This is so easy for a soul that abandons itself into My arms with love and confidence, under the guidance of the Holy Spirit and the protection of Mary… The humble, confident, sincere soul has nothing to fear and everything to gain.»
Friday 3 January 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God. We are once again together at the beginning of a new year! I need You so much to help me. I am suffering so much. Please help me pick myself up. My Beloved, give me Your smile so that I may give it to others. I know that with You, my suffering will be hidden.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I will do so for today but I must also allow your little nature to work and struggle with suffering in order to atone and merit for souls… Your moral accepts, but your physical condition cannot always follow you. The laws of nature are powerful but with My grace, you will be able to accept. My Beloved, be patient. Take courage! I know that the struggle is fierce. I am with you forever.”
Saturday 4 January 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You for being here this morning, ô Holy Trinity! Come into Your little home. I desire You so much! I ask myself how long I must wait before being near You?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you don’t have to wait since We are presently in you. Yes, we are here with all Our love. Thank You, dear children, for the beautiful Team work. You suffered much but each member also had its share. We are so consoled and you are so privileged!... You know that Our love is a mystery and Our suffering an exchange. Yes, you must accept to follow Me without understanding too much… trusting Me. A single “yes”… in answer to Our call places the soul at Our disposal, renders it agreeable to Our eyes, and if this soul is miserable, weak, We come to it with more love in order to manifest Ourselves to it.”
Sunday 5 January 1964
Feast of the Holy Name of Jesus
– Mimi: “Thank You, ô Holy Trinity for coming this morning! I am so pleased. Three consecutive days in receiving You. I adore You, ô Blessed Trinity! Before Your divine Majesty, I prostrate myself with love to adore You, to thank You for Your love. I ask Your forgiveness. I want, ô my God, to unite my poor actions to the infinitely perfect actions of Your Divine Son. Detach me from everything, from myself, in order to lose myself in You, I who am nothing hide myself in Your immensity. Grant me the grace to always answer “yes” to Your call, to never think of myself but always of You, to never calculate the extent of my trials, my sufferings. Keep me nailed to the cross with Your Divine Son.
Give me the strength, the courage to struggle, to walk unceasingly with You on the road of suffering and love. May I remain faithful… I am so wary of myself! How I have to struggle against my human nature!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I do not ask you to struggle but to overcome your little nature in the least important actions of your life. Yes, this little life hidden from human eyes but seen by Us.”
– Mimi: “Ô Eternal Father, receive our homage. We are here with Your Divine Son to accomplish Your Holy Will over us. We offer You everything and give You thanks.”
After a long struggle and being exhausted, my Beloved consoled me for a brief moment.”
– Mimi: “Yes, blessed moment during which my soul was pierced by His love! How I wanted Him to stay! Yes, I understood what it means to say… being One with Him… and what is union in love and suffering. I cannot write everthing that happened to my soul. After such gentle moments, it was martyrdom to come back to reality… I give You thanks. I am so unworthy of such favors.”
Monday 6 January 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, ô Blessed Trinity for everything, especially for yesterday. I have not yet recovered from my emotions! I keep thinking of it and I can’t help doing so… I weep. Why, my Beloved, did You leave so soon? We were so happy! My little soul cannot endure this separation and my little heart is in pain. To have nothing is very sad, but to receive everything at once of what I so desired and to lose it in a few seconds is very difficult, but with Your grace, I accept everything out of love. I know that I don’t deserve so much happiness. I can’t find words to express my gratitude. Thank You, my God, ô Father infinitely good and merciful towards me. Thank You for Your love. Thank You for sharing with me Your intimacy. I am so happy with You. I huddle myself in Your arms in order to breathe in Your love. Yes, my God, I accept everything till the very last minute and if at the moment of my death I am unable to say that I love You, remember the moment yesterday when We were but One.”
– Jesus: “Now do you know, my Beloved what Our intimacy is like? What merciful love is like? All that went on is nothing compared to what you will experience soon. I allowed this to express Our gratitude for the beautiful Team work you did. How many souls you have helped! The sight was so beautiful, so consoling to Us. You were so happy together! You were so generous that you didn’t even have time to think about your sufferings. Your sole preoccupation was to do Our Holy Will to show Us your love and to cooperate in saving souls. The numbers that your enemy gave you are nothing compared to reality.”
Tuesday 7 January 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for helping me. I am suffering so much today.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you must not be surprised. From now until Our perfect union, there will be no respite. Sunday, I prepared you for all that you will have to suffer with Me. Haven’t you accepted everything? A great trial will descend upon your family and you will be the one most affected. Presently, you are suffering for three persons.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, if it is the Holy Will of Our Father, I offer You my life to save this soul. I give it over to You.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, do you believe that offering your life for this soul will be more effective than to keep on suffering for this soul? It is more important to leave you near them. You will be able to sustain them by your prayers and example, your silence, your sacrifices. You know that the loving acceptance of your cross helps them carry with confidence, faith and love their cross.”
Wednesday 8 January 1964
– Mimi: “My God, “do with me what You will”. This is the time to say it.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, if you only knew how much I am suffering with you. I am sharing your three agonies. Fear not! Your moral suffering is Ours and your physical sufferings belong to Us for the last forty years. It is Our heritage, your “jackpot” as you say jokingly. We will not allow any human being to use it for useless research. We will come for you before then… No one can discover the cause of death of a victim soul. Some will discover the apparent cause, but never the real cause. Even for Myself, the soldier thought that the sword had put an end to My sufferings, but My Divine Heart was already pierced by love. It was not possible that the Son of God should die by the hand of man. God alone has the right over life and death. My dear children, you came to meet Me and I manifested Myself in all My love.”
Thursday 9 January 1964
– Mimi: “My God, what suffering there is in this world! And my suffering is greater when I see my helplessness. How I would like to see everyone happy! How can I make them understand Your love in times of hardship? My God, forgive them, they know not what they are doing or saying. Forgive them. In the name of the merits of Your Divine Son, be merciful to them. Forgive their movement of revolt in the face of suffering. They are bitter. They don’t have enough faith to approach You. This makes me suffer so much.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, rejoice! After having humiliated you, criticized you, insulted you, despised you, these persons latch onto you. How many are jealous of you? If these persons knew about Our intimacy! If they knew about My love! No, they don’t have the time… when all is going well. But on the day when in My infinite mercy I arrive with My cross, these souls are already flattened just looking at it. And if I place it on their shoulders, it is with cries of revolt, weeping that they reject it. And yet, this cross is a visible sign of Our love. If these souls had more faith, more love for Us, they would lovingly kiss this cross and accept it with respect and bow to Our Holy Will. If souls knew all that is contained in this cross! They would ask Us on their knees, to nail them to the cross forever! More there is love, more the cross is light, because, in My infinite love, I help souls of good will, sincere and humble. In spite of everything, aren’t you happy to be with Us?
If these souls had what We have given you out of pure goodness, their attitude would not be the same. Ask for them. Draw from Our treasure of love what you would like to give them, but especially in order to give Us these souls. We must first be served by you.”
Friday 10 January 1964
– Mimi: “Another day with You to love You, serve You in order to glorify You and also to cooperate with You, ô my Beloved, in the salvation of souls. My Beloved, please help me. The road is long and tiring. I long for You so much. Even with Our great intimacy, there is still an emptiness.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, that is what total detachment is about; to own nothing, and detachment from oneself is to keep nothing of what I gave you out of love. Yes, you must come to Me with a free spirit, free hands, but with a heart filled with pure love. How many souls look for Me everywhere in prayer, in books, in nature, but few look for Me in themselves. And yet, We are there, quite alive, as present as in the manger, as at the last Supper, as present as on calvary, on the cross. The narrow minded who do not admit Our intimacy in souls make Me think of the pharisees. I know that we cannot show ourselves in souls where there is pride, mistrust. What can We do in a soul that knows it all and that is all powerful? How can the Holy Spirit do anything? How can a soul accept Our Holy Will if it keeps its own will? How can it come towards Us if it refuses help and walks alone? To come to Our Father, one needs a lot of love and acceptance with the humility of being led. In the past, My people walked fearlessly upon hearing the voice of My Father, the voice of the prophets, the voice of angel-messengers.
I obeyed the Holy Will of My Father; My Divine Mother was submissive, Saint Joseph obeyed. The shepherds, the Magi were guided by the star and later on, all those who accepted to be guided by love. Peace to men of good will! Is it really of good will to refuse Our intimate love?”
Saturday 11 January 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for helping me, for loving me! If I did not have Our intimacy, I don’t know what I would do. Why did I not believe from the beginning? You were speaking and I turned a deaf ear. How ungrateful I have been towards You! Out of pride, I refused to believe in Your intimacy because I didn’t understand. Poor Jesus! How You suffered because of me!”
– Jesus: “My dear little beloved spouse, you aren’t the only one to have acted this way. Even among consecrated souls, this evil exists. How many understand My love? Many souls ignore Our intimacy, others don’t believe in it and won’t have anything to do with it. It is a grace I grant humble souls and those who ask Me for it. If I had wanted to be loved only as God, I would not have come on earth and would not have taken a human form. I would never have loved you with a human heart. You would not have had the joy of receiving Me, of eating Me as nourishment. You wouldn’t have had the joy of living with Me in great intimacy, yes, to taste this gentle peace of soul. Isn’t it a consolation for the soul to be able to say: “God dwells in me”? And for Us, it is a great joy to find lodging in a soul.
If I hadn’t come, how would you have known about My intimacy? You would have only been able to reach Me through faith, adoration, prayer, by lifting up your spirit towards Us. By coming on earth, I came to bring My message of love. I came to give Myself to souls by giving Myself entirely in My sacrament of love. I gave them the means of finding Me quite alive in them. I was opening wide the door to My intimacy so that they might feel Our Divine Presence and accept to speak to Us heart to heart with love, respect, confidence, sincerity.”
Sunday 12 January 1964
Feast of the Holy Family
– Mimi: “I am so happy on such a beautiful day! I had the pleasure of receiving You! Thank You for so much kindness. Thank You for Your love. Ô Eternal Father, Father of our large family, look with love and mercy on your children of the earth. We are very miserable, we are weak. In the name of the merits of Your Divine Son, God and Savior, have pity on us.
Ô my Father, You know about all human miseries, each one in particular. All souls came from Your hands as Creator. May You be praised and blessed, ô Omnipotent God and may You be glorified by all these souls. Thank You for Your infinite love. Thank You for Your mercy. Thank You for giving us Your Divine Son, for creating us and for giving us a Mother who loves us and intercedes for us. Mediatrix of all graces, have mercy on us, now, but especially at the hour of our death. Come and present us, introduce us to Your Father.
Ô Holy Spirit, Spirit of Love, of Truth, give us all Your gifts so that we may all be reunited in the house of Our heavenly Father. Awaiting this hour of happiness, help us love one another, to practice charity among one another, to have enough humility to recognize our faults, our errors, our sins. Allow us to be sincere with You and with our neighbor, ourselves. Give us this spirit of sacrifice so that we may accept in our lives this real presence of a living God. Ô Holy Spirit, enlighten us on the road we must take that leads to You.
Ô Blessed Trinity, inspire us how to speak to God present in us. Bless my spiritual family, my family. In their name, I ask You to bless all of us, and all families so that in each family may reign in love, peace and happiness in You.”
Monday 13 January 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for helping us make another triduum of communions. I am beginning to count my communions.»
– Jesus: “My Beloved, Me too! If I could multiply the number! However, with your spiritual communons, We are filled. How many souls think of giving thanks with a triduum of love, of sufferings? Many thanks to Our dear representative for this kind thought. It is the greatest homage that a soul can render by receiving Us with a love that is pure, respectful and humble. It isn’t enough to receive Us! One must keep Us, pray to Us, adore Us, love Us sincerely. How We love dwelling in souls where We are expected, desired! This is why We have chosen you.
Your mission is to make Our love known through suffering and also Our intimacy. You have everything you need to do this… a very affectionate heart and a sensitive soul for moral suffering, and a sickly body. Though it was crumbling, We protected it in a special way. For the last 42 years, the doctors have been searching for the cause of this incurable sickness. They have operated over and over. The results? Complications!... In spite of all the efforts of doctors, no one has been able to understand this mysterious illness. Yes, my Beloved, your suffering belongs to Us. It is Our property. We have placed it in you.”
– Jesus: “From the early age of six, you experienced moral and physical suffering. Your director was inspired, when in 1923, he told your mother that you were very young to begin suffering, but that God wanted you to get used to following Him on the road of suffering.”
If there had been other ways, God would have shown us, but it is the only way.” (Father Joseph Gamache, s.j.)
Tuesday 14 January 1964
– Jesus: “My Beloved, We are going to remain on Our cross today in order to save souls for the glory of Our Father through Our sufferings. Yes, these painful moments are of an infinite price in Our eyes. It is a great privilege to understand and accept Our love through suffering. What a favor to cooperate with Me in saving souls! My Beloved, offer up all your sufferings for those who don’t want any and who rebel in the sight of pain. How many useless graces! How many favors lost for these souls! If suffering souls accepted lovingly… I do not ask them to understand everything! I only ask them to answer “yes” when We visit them with illness and trials. We ask them to open the doors of their soul when We knock with Our cross. Yes, with the cross, I bring them the assurance of eternal life, a ticket to heaven.
The cross is a regal gift that comprises all Our infinite love, Our mercy, Our intimacy. It also gives confidence, security, happiness and peace. The soul that accepts to follow Me with love, with its cross, does not walk in error, in darkness. By walking in the footsteps of its Divine Master, it cannot take the wrong road. Each soul has its way of the cross to follow. For certain souls, to carry the cross is a chore because these souls do not have enough faith or humility to accept and not enough love to follow Me by giving a sincere “yes”, not only in words. What We want is an answer to Our call, Our love.”
Wednesday 15 January 1964
Feast of Saint Paul
– Mimi: “Thank You for the great joy of receiving You! My communion was offered to thank God for giving us a Pope who carries such a beautiful name, Paul VI, and also, our dear Cardinal Paul-Émile Léger. I prayed for all their intentions. How great is their mission and what a responsibility of souls!”
“Ô Immaculate Virgin, my Gentle Mother of heaven, watch over them in a special way, sustain their efforts, give them courage to continue their journey so that they may bring to all souls the message of love, charity and peace. Through them may they open up horizons of love, fellowship among all peoples. Guided by the Holy Spirit, may they bring light to souls to enlighten them in their darkness. How many are prisoners of their errors. Saint Michael, protect our spiritual leaders from all their spiritual and temporal enemies. Ô my God, bless them, bless their ideals, their labors. Keep them healthy. I offer myself to suffer for them. Bless also my dear little brother P… and especially Your dear apostle Father Paul Mayer s.j. who has a beautiful mission to fulfill. His apostolic mission is vast and the needs are so great.
My Beloved, watch over him, his health. Be present in his heart so that he may spread Your word lovingly and be present also in his mind so that he may bring light to the souls that You have given him. In the name of Our love, for Our Father and in order to glorify Him, allow all the souls he will encounter during his ministry to be offered to You for the greater glory of Our Father.
I unite my intentions to his Mass, to his prayers, to his sacrifices. With You, I want to do my little share for him, my God. Bless all the Pauls of the earth so that they may become courageous saints like their patron.”
Thursday 16 January 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, please help me! The suffering is getting worse. I am so exhausted! If I could only sleep a few hours to rest up.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I cannot give you the rest that you desire. In asking for this, it would be as if you would ask Me to fold my arms on Our cross, to detach you in order to change position. My Beloved, according to the Holy Will of Our Father, you must remain solidly nailed to the cross with Me. I know that humanly speaking you are suffering a lot, but morally, you are Our privileged child. Fear not! I am always within you. My dear little beloved spouse, yes, Our little victim of love, take courage! There is so little time left to save souls. There are so many souls who need help.”
Friday 17 January 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for Your help. I have to do battle to hide my suffering. By smiling, I have the impression of being a hypocrite. If I listened to myself, I would grimace.”
– Jesus: “I know how you feel! I also was tempted to grimace because of the pain that you caused me by your conduct, your sins. But I endured everything out of love for you. To follow Me, one must suffer a lot and carry ones cross with love, submission to Our Holy Will. No matter what you are suffering today. With Me, My Beloved, your suffering has infinite value in the eyes of Our Father. Offer everything for those who must appear before Us and who during their life abandoned Us to satisfy their passions. How can they recognize Us, love Us after having ignored Us on earth.»
Saturday 18 January 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You for Your beautiful visit, ô Blessed Trinity. Ô my Beloved, please help me fulfill my mission with souls. Do not allow a single soul to die in the state of sin because I neglected to pray, to suffer for it. Give me the strength, the courage to offer everything so that souls may not commit sin. My Beloved, give me souls. With You, I want to offer all of them to Our Father in order to console Him, that He may be glorified.
My God, I adore You present in me and I thank You for Your infinite love. How I regret not having understood Your love sooner, having neglected to answer Your call. When I think that I wanted to silence this little interior voice that was always following me.”
– Jesus: “Do not cry, My Beloved. All is in the past and is forgiven. Today, it is I who am shedding tears of joy. In spite of your weakness, you have shown your good will. With the help of the Holy Spirit and of your Gentle Mother of heaven and the love of the Father, you have been able to rebuild your little life under the guidance of Our dear representative.
This little interior voice that We have deposited in you was working in unison with the little voice of your conscience to prepare Our intimacy, for you needed this little voice to sustain you at every moment. You needed Our intimacy to accept everything. You needed Our love to love Us, to follow Me up until the total giving of yourself on the cross.
Our dear representative had prepared the earth and watered it with his tears, his blood mixed with Mine. The earth was ready. The Spirit of Love could work under the gaze of Our Father. Your Gentle Mother of heaven saw that nothing was missing in order to give thanks to God.”
“A little nothingness that became everything in the hands of God… Mystery of love!”
Sunday 19 January 1964
The week of Unity!
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, the great week for Unity has begun! It is Our week! Yes, we are expecting a lot for souls. We must pray a lot so that the kingdom of Our Father may come. It is a duty for everyone to pray, to mortify ourselves for the success of this week. It is a duty of justice towards Us and a duty of charity towards ones neighbor. If only each soul made a good examination of conscience and put its life in order! First of all, to examine ourselves, meditate and study the word “unity”.
What is the meaning of unity? With Us, with our neighbor? Unity with Us consists in loving Us, adoring Us as God and accepting Our intimacy which is nothing other than Our unity with the soul. To be one with Us in pure love, in submission to Our Holy Will, to be one with Us through intimacy, which means to recognize Us as God and also as a God living in souls.
To live with a loved one is to speak to him, to take care of him, to ask for his advice, to listen to him in silence, to find means to please him and avoid hurting his feelings. It is also to seek his presence, to feel lonely when he is not around. It is to want to be one with him, to unite his will with ours, to forget ourselves in order to give him first place.
My dear little spouse, if souls wanted to accept Us in their lives like they would a friend, We would be so happy to live intimately with them. Their whole spiritual life would be transformed.
It those who want to direct souls wanted to look at this problem of unity of God with souls, and unity of the soul with God… Yes, to be one with Us as I have been one with My Father.”
Monday 20 January 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for helping me. With Your grace I am managing to get around in spite of my extreme weakness. My God, protect my director. He is suffering as much as I. However, he brought me communion. I was so happy to receive my transfusion of Divine Blood that is running drop by drop into my soul, into my whole being. What miracles are happening each day in a soul, in a human body. Yes, it is the work of God, my Creator. Thank You for having created me out of love! Thank You Almighty God, my Father whom I love! I am so happy to live with You permanently, to share in Your intimacy.
How I regret the time when I used to consider You as a far away God, a terrible Judge, and in spite of this false concept of You, I still felt attracted to You. I wanted to love You, but I didn’t dare. A mysterious force was holding me back. I would have liked to have had a heart to heart talk with You, but I would remain silent, mouth and heart shut tight. I would have liked to run to You but I would remain frozen. I would have liked to follow You but I wouldn’t take the same path.”
– Jesus: “Yes, my dear little host of love. There was a well developed spiritual life in you. You knew nothing and yet, your little soul had a hidden ideal that your director was able to detect with the help of the Holy Spirit. A very difficult task but he had placed all his trust in Us. Finally, We won. The battle was fierce but the triumph all the more grand and beautiful for Our greater glory. You are the perfect witness of Our merciful love.”
What we accomplished in you, We would like to do for all souls if they only would call Us with sincerity, if they would only answer Our call with love. Pray a lot so that My consecrated souls may educate souls spiritually, explain Our love, Our intimacy, in what Our love through suffering is about…»
Tuesday 21 January 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved, for spending another day with You. I am so happy, and yet, I suffer for not loving You as much as You deserve and as much as You wish. I beg You, if You please, give me the love You desire. I am doing my best to love You, but my love is so little, so poor! However, to show my love for God the Father, I use the love of His Son, of the Holy Spirit, and to show my love to God the Son, I use the love of God the Father and of the Holy Spirit, and to offer my love to the Blessed Trinity, I use the love of my Gentle Mother of heaven. To show my love to my Gentle Mother of heaven, I use the love of the Holy Trinity and of all the saints, of all the blessed souls. It is a means that the Spirit of Love gave me. This way, my whole life, my poor little actions are offered with love and are purified by infinite Love.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, you make Me so happy when you want to love Me even more. Your wish will come true at the moment of Our perfect union. Meditate on what Our happiness in the dwelling of Our Father forever will be like. Our intimacy is nothing compared to what We have in store for you in terms of happiness. I am preparing Our encounter. May your little soul rest in peace. Yes, this silent peace of the mysterious presence of a God in three persons. You will have a lot to suffer. It is the most precious time for Us, for We need many souls. For with Us, you will be able to intercede for souls, but for now, you are meriting, your are praying, you are suffering for them.
Your enemy will wage a terrible battle against you. Fear not! I will be present. However severe the attack, We will triumph.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, what a long time to wait until tomorrow before receiving You! My Gentle Mother of heaven, lend me Your soul to be ready to receive my Loved Ones.”
Wednesday 22 January 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God for Your beautiful visit! I need You so much, ô Blessed Trinity! The more my strength leaves me, the more I attach myself to You, ô my Beloved. How I would like to be near You always! Time drags on! I miss You!”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, don’t weep. I also miss you. I am looking forward to your being finally with Us. For the moment, adore Me present in you. Live with the contemplation of the Blessed Trinity in your soul, in silence and solitude. Look at all that We have done out of love for you. I did not spare my generosity and Our Father filled you with graces of choice. You have been spoiled by the Holy Spirit, dear child of My Divine Mother. Your director has been very generous!
My dear little spouse, I beg you in the name of Our love, wait patiently for Our hour. I know what it’s like to wait. So does your director. Offer Us this suffering and tell yourself that you are not alone. I am here in you and I am waiting with you. We are not the only ones waiting. The souls are also awaiting everything from Us and a lot from you. Pray especially so that souls may learn to know Us intimately and to know themselves… How many souls refuse to look at themselves with their faults, with their qualities. Even in spiritual life, many souls ignore what they are exactly. For certain souls, spiritual life consists in perfection and as they try to attain it, they try to imitate the great mystics.
In comparing themselves with these great souls, and in spite of great efforts, they realize that they are unable to attain certain things. In their blindness, these souls are on their own in directing themselves. They did not want to accept what they were! In His masterpiece of love, God did not make two souls nor two bodies exactly the same. There is always a nuance. If souls would only accept themselves as they are and recognize themselves before Us as children who expect everything from their Father.”
Thursday 23 January 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, come to my aid! Strike me, but if it be Your Holy Will, spare the members of my family. How I would like before my departure that all would be happy and live in the peace we only find in You, ô Blessed Trinity.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, I also desired that all of them be happy! In spite of the total gift of My whole being, of all My love, how many have remained faithful till the end?... Yet, I had chosen them, called them by name. Today, how many souls answer My call, correspond to My love, to My intimacy? To be intimate with Me is to trust Me, to recognize Our infinite, merciful love, to believe in Our omnipotence.”
– Jesus: “To adore us as God and also as Creator and Savior. Before Our Divine Majesty, souls must prostrate themselves to adore Us, to pray to Us and offer Us praise in offering Us their love, their hearts. Yes, to accept being one with Us. To be intimate with Us does not consist in being too casual or speaking to Us without respect, treating Us as equals on the human level. No, it is more than that. Our intimacy must be understood in a supernatural way and Our love must be placed at the highest degree of spirituality. In order to merit understanding Our intimacy, the soul must empty itself, become docile to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit, have enough humility to ask Us how to understand Our love, Our intimacy, how to obey, to have enough faith in admitting Our presence in the soul as a living God.”
– Jesus: “We would be so consoled if souls spoke humbly to Us, with love, respect, simplicity, like a child speaking to His Father, to a Brother, a Friend. How many souls stifle their love because they are afraid of My intimacy. Yes, the word “intimacy” misunderstood by the narrow minded, the scrupulous or the vulgar, this word “intimacy” that We have chosen to help souls understand Our love so that they may live closely to Us in the unity of the Father, Son, Holy Spirit, is given another meaning.”
Friday 24 January 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, another day with You! Please help me carry my cross. I feel so weak and my cross is so heavy! I don’t know what is going on in me. I feel tired just looking at the work to be done. I don’t wish for anything. Everything around me is insignificant. I don’t even feel like eating. Food has a bitter taste in my mouth. But out of love for You, I force myself to eat burnt toast… this helps atone for my greediness. Do You remember the fudge of 1953?”
– Jesus: “Of course I do and many other things. I especially remember your love, your repentance…My dear little spouse whom I love, offer Me everything. This weariness before an effort is quite normal at the present moment, but, fear not, I am with you. I will sustain you till the last minute when Our union will be perfect. Meditate the following well: Our union in love and suffering for the glory of Our Father and the salvation of souls, many souls. If you knew the number of souls awaiting Our help, especially with Our apostle Paul Mayer s.j.
This oasis of love in suffering and prayer will always be full to the brim. For Me, it is another Cenacle where I encounter souls. Everything is made ready by the Holy Spirit and the collaboration of Our dear apostle, so generous. As your director, he is a good instrument who is working well. We expect a lot from him, for the harvest is abundant and he will have to widen his horizons for Our greater glory. By a special grace, We are helping him in his gigantic ministry of souls. Sustain him with your prayers, your sufferings. For the members of the Team… a special intention for this oasis of love and its guardian.”
Saturday 25 January 1964
– Mimi: “I am so happy with You, ô my Beloved! Keep me in Your arms. I don’t know what is happening to me… In spite of my great desire to go to You, I experience a fear of the unknown.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, fear not. I also experienced moments when I trembled before My Passion… With My human nature, I wanted to bypass these trials. You must not be surprised; your little human nature is still there. In spite of the diagnosis, you should have died several years ago, but Our designs on you had a different interpretation.Your illness is Our portion, and by keeping you nailed to the cross with Me, you are certain to do the Holy Will of Our Father. For the moment, We are holding you by the hand and are letting you live in spite of everything and against all odds. The miracle of Our love is renewed each day in your soul, but also in your body. It is by a special grace that you are able to do everything. I receive everything… even the hours of rest. There will be no other rest than in Me.
My Beloved, I am suffering with you. Let us offer Our sufferings in order to glorify Our Father. My dear little host of love, if you could see the number of souls that We must save! Through your sufferings, you are collaborating a lot. I am carrying all the miseries in My Heart and you are carrying all the miseries in your body in order to help souls. My Beloved, what you are experiencing today is quite normal. Everything is foreseen in Our itinerary. This fear of coming to Us is only a trail, a temptation. Now, my dear little G…, My spouse whom I love so, We are living a great intimacy! We are but One and we are so happy!
Why fear Our perfect union? You were so happy upon seeing but a feeble image of what I am. Close your eyes to the things of the earth and open them before Me. Yes, look at me with love, confidence, in spite of this difficult trial of the unexpected for you and the expected for Us.”
Sunday 26 January 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, what do You think of me?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I think of you what a God usually thinks of His creature. However, I consider you as My beloved spouse. I look at you with the eyes of My mercy and I think of you as being all Mine forever. I think about how costly your soul was to Us. Now that I possess you, I hide you from human eyes. Yes, I hide you as a treasure that no one can take from Me. With My graces, you have shown Me your good will. In spite of your efforts, you remained feeble, but with your transfusions of Divine Blood, your little soul got better, breathed freely thanks to the effects of My grace.
The Holy Spirit supplied your spiritual life and My love completed the rest. My Beloved, I looked at your efforts, your struggles, but what consoled Me most was your love and confidence in My infinite mercy. Yes, to trust Me in everything and everywhere, especially during your last struggles. I will not abandon you in spite of the attacks of your furious enemy. Your director and I have won the battle. The triumph will come soon. My Beloved, if Our Father allows you to suffer more, that you undergo the attacks of your enemy, it is to enjoy delving into the depths of your love during the three agonies you will endure this week. With Me, offer everything up. Remain faithful in following Me through prayer, sacrifice, but especially through your confident love. In spite of your weaknesses, miseries, offer Me this little portion and it will be enough for Me.
Yes, My Beloved, I am a God of mercy. My love is a mystery… My mercy… Even through Our mystical union, it is a mystery for you but not for Us.”
– Jesus: “What joy to discover all these mysteries when you will be with Us. Do not stop. Walk on, look with the eyes of faith. Offer Us your love even when all is dark. Offer Me your nothingness to console Me.”
Sunday 26 January 1964
– Mimi: “In the evening, after I finished writing my little spiritual notes, I was thinking about the beautiful feast of the Purification of our Gentle Mother of heaven and I asked my Beloved what we could do to please Her and what gift She would like to receive: a triduum?... a Mass?... Team work?... my life?”
– Jesus: “Thank you, My Beloved for having thought of all this. We are very grateful and honored, but what would make Us happy would be to receive in Our beautiful little Team of love R… G…. Yes, how My Divine Mother would be happy to accept her and present her as My spouse! Our happiness is so great when We receive a little soul completely purified, completely inundated by My Divine Blood, a little soul wrapped in Our merciful love.
In becoming My spouse with her vows, she could reach her ideal and Ours. We have chosen her out of love. She is so sincere, generous! However, We must respect her freedom. If she accepts to follow Me on the road of love and suffering, she will have to be offered on the 2nd of February 1964 In the meantime, she will have to pray a lot to the Holy Spirit, meditate on the beautiful prayer of Total Giving, and read the message of the Team.
My Beloved, you are going to suffer a lot. Offer everything for your little sister. We would be so pleased to offer Our Father this beautiful soul through the Hands of Mary Immaculate.”
– Jesus: “It would also be a beautiful gift for Our dear representative. In receiving Our dear R., it is like receiving C… for with her motherly heart, she watched over her. If she cannot accept for a reason she believes justified, We will keep her just the same in Our love, for she will always be My little spouse whom I love. Inform your director of Our decision and of Our choice for Our greater glory.”
Monday 27 January 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, ô Blessed Trinity for being with me today. When I have the joy of receiving You, I am so happy. My happiness is so great! I hardly think of my pain.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I have something to tell you… Do not ever say “my pain”, for your suffering belongs to Us. It is Ours forever. From now until We come to get you, you will have no respite… no rest. We want more for souls.The present moment is most precious for Us, for you, for your spiritual children. Like a little spiritual mother, you must see that nothing is missing before your departure. Like Us, go to the most miserable ones. Receive with love, charity all the souls that I send you and if some persons seem to abuse your time, imagine that it is We who are visiting you. Give them your sympathetic smile for it is My smile that you are giving them since We are but One.”
My dear little spouse, this interior peace that you have must be shared with souls. You know, there are many souls who, when they enter Our home feel obliged to say: “How good it is to be here and to rest … everything is so peaceful”… It is with regret that they return home and yet, in certain places, there is comfort, things of great value, but I do not have first place. That is why they experience emptiness. This is why, when I wish to enter a soul with all My love, My power, I ask this soul to empty itself within and around in order to fill it.”
Tuesday 28 January 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, How I am suffering! I can’t go on! Allow me to cry onYour Divine Heart. My director has just announced to me his departure. What a difficult trail for us! For we were supposed to meet on the 2nd of February to receive in Your beautiful Team of love our dear little sister R… We were to have Mass at Our place celebrated by our director.
My Beloved, everything is crumbling. My director was ordained 44 years ago on the 2nd of February 1920. But, I submit to Your Holy Will and accept it with love, though my poor little heart is suffering. Following the example of my director, I want to be courageous and generous. After going to confession, his offering had a heartbreaking effect on me. I can still hear his words: “My God, I offer her to You, etc…” These words were like a cry coming from his soul, a supplication! I suffered so much not being able to kiss You on Our little crucifix before leaving. However, I am happy to know that You left with him. I know that You will keep him in order to help us.
I am stumbling more often than standing. Father Paul Mayer is so far away! Please come to our aid!
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, I also am suffering. I was telling you, Sunday, that you would suffer a lot, that you would experience three agonies. Moreover, it was I who was to pierce your heart directly with this new trial. Humanly speaking, there is emptiness, forsaken by all human help!
Everything is being realized in you as foreseen by Us for Our greater glory and the salvation of souls. Our dear representative is also suffering and experiencing the three agonies. Be courageous, faithful to your vow of love in suffering. The whole Team is working well. We are so happy and consoled by you. I am always in your midst. I remain your Leader. Be confident! I am watching over him.”
Wednesday 29 January 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, how I suffer! I was hoping to receive You this morning. I had prepared everything… I hardly slept all night! When I think that we could have spent hours of joy with You, having the pleasure of Mass at Our place on Sunday. My God, do with us what You will. All the members of Your little Team accept everything with love. Yes, my God, my Beloved, following the example of my director, I accept, smiling, but with sorrow in my heart. On the moral level, I rejoice in suffering even more, but I have to struggle with my poor human nature.
“Ô Holy Spirit, enlighten me. Give me the strength to accept everything. I offer everything for my director. I entrust him to You, my God. You know that we still need him, his advice in order to continuie our Team work. My Beloved, come to my aid! My enemy is enjoying the situation. He is constanly on my heels.”
– Satan: “See what the love of God is about! After asking you for everything, taking everything away from you, He dumps you! He has rejected you forever! He refuses to immolate himself at your place because He knows that you are not worthy of receiving Him. He is making fun of this damn Team where all the members are on duty. You are all mistaken. Do you still believe in this love? What are you going to do? No director to help you! Encourage one another? I am happy to see that I was right. I knew very well that one day you would be all mine forever. You are going to die abandoned by everyone. Your director was sorry for having directed you! He has fled. He is now afraid of you!”
– Satan: “At last, you will be alone with me. This is the result of your mystical illusions! This is what it is like to love an invisible God, to want to share His intimacy, believe in His love. You have the proof.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, speak to me, please, so that I may forget all the lies of my enemy. My God, I believe in Your infinite love for me. I love You and I accept. I thank You for helping me. Without You, I can do nothing!”
Thursday 30 January 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, how I suffer! Another day without news from my director. However, he has left with Our dear little crucifix. I am confident that You will return together. My enemy rages against me. He is trying everything to discourage me. My Beloved, I beg You, please help me. Speak to me. I greatly need to hear Your voice. Already three days without receiving You in Holy Communion. I accept everything out of love and especially for my director. We need him so much on our Team. Without him, what will become of us? What will become of the Team if all its members are scattered?”
– Satan: “Poor little idiot! You have reason to fear. You were always mistaken with your director. From the beginning, he did his utmost to direct you, to help you, but you were a hopeless case. You were already lost and rejected by God. Today he realizes that he was wrong in taking care of you. What could he do with a soul that is damned? Where is the power of his priesthood? How many times he laughed at me! He believed in his power over me, but today, he can do nothing against me. I am beginning to use you to mislead beautiful little souls who could have been saved, but are lost unfortunately because of you, of your pride in writing falsities. Your director has fled from the danger. He is quietly retiring. He knows quite well that there is nothing that can be done since God has done nothing for you. Look at what He is doing at the moment! Everything is dark for you. You are alone, abandoned, one trial after another. This is what He wanted to make of you… a human wreck, rejected by all and by Him.”
Friday 31 January 1964
– Mimi: “My day began with a lot of sorrow. Why, my Beloved, are You hiding from me today? I would so like to have You near me. Where are we going, all the members of Your little Team of love? My God, what is sadder than to live in a state of uncertainty? Is this really what You want? If it is the Holy Will of our Father, I accept out of pure love, to cooperate with my Beloved through my sufferings for the salvation of souls. All I want is to do Your Holy Will.
My enemy is always near me. How hard he is working, so, I will take refuge in Your arms and hide. He is looking for me, but with You I fear nothing. No matter what he does to me, with Your grace I know that You will sustain me and always protect me.”
– Satan: “Poor idiot! How sick must you get before understanding that your God has rejected you! He doesn’t even take the time to answer you. Why carry on? What is He doing for you?
Each day He brings you a new cross. He takes pleasure in oppressing you. Is He really loving you by making you suffer? You are suffering three agonies. Is He around to console you, to help you? Open your eyes while there is still time! Take advantage of the absence of your director to come to a decision. Tear up all the writings. Do not receive the other members of the Team. Ask your God to show His power and intervene in the present situation. If it is true that the intimacy with your God is so great, why do you experience an empty feeling? If it were true, in spite of the trials, He could give you an answer.”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God. You do not speak but I have the pleasure of looking at You on our little blue cross. How happy I am to have this privilege! You are always as beautiful, powerful. W… has taken good care of You.”
