Sunday 1st March 1964
– Mimi: “I am so happy to have received You this morning in spite of the menaces of my enemy towards my director during our Team work last night that ended with great joy. This afternoon we worked well for R… is with us since this morning. W… and C… are sorely missed. Everything was offered out of love for You, for the glory of Our Father and for souls. What complications before our Team work!.. I remain confident. You are going to protect us. Thank You, my God, for everything.”
– Satan: “My dear little girl, thank you. When you will be with me, I will give you the main role of the comedy, for, with me, you are able to capture the attention of your director and of R… You play your role marvellously: laughs, tears, mimics to entertain or to make others cry according to circumstances and all this until being on the wooden cross. Are you able to receive consolation before the plastic image of Christ? It is amusing to see the emotions on the faces of the insane! How severely you are going to be judged! But, don’t you worry, your sentence has already been decided. I will be the first one to receive you. From now till your imminent death, your God has allowed me to act freely in you under the pretext of merit, but it is the contrary that will take place. You are all mine and you are working very well for me, for my glory. I am so happy! I didn’t think I would obtain everything before your death!”
– Mimi: “My God, have pity on me!... I have returned to reality after having had a few moments of happiness. I thank You my Beloved for sustaining me during my trial.”
– Mimi: “My God, protect this soul that is in danger. In the name of the merits, the sufferings of Your Divine Son, have pity on us, on my family. Please help me to carry this new cross. With You, I offer up all my sufferings for these souls. I ask Your forgiveness for them.” 
Monday 2 March 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for coming this morning. I need You so badly, Your love, Your help! The struggle is terrible and You are hiding. Thank You for sustaining me with Your love. Increase my faith, hope and charity. Yes, faith to believe that You are always present in me when I am in this state, this trial. The faith to believe that my suffering is useful for souls. The hope for I need it to hope to reach heaven, to hope that during this trial I can show my love, my gratitude and that I am doing Your Holy Will. The charity I must have to contribute my sufferings for souls, and my love for You, my God, my Beloved Mendicant of love whom I love so! How I look forward to Your return!”
– Satan: “My dear little girl, you admit that you have lost your God, since you are anxious for His return! You are now aware that the intimacy you thought you had was but the effect of your imagination. You know, many souls are with you because they wanted to be what they were not. Beautiful virtuous souls, after having walked with Him, and are now with me forever because the pride in their spiritual life is something difficult to get rid of. Even virgins are with me. They are souls who took advantage of the sacraments, who thought they were loved by God, capable of saving the world by their examples, their sufferings, their prayers, their dedication, their advice that they gave with an air of holiness, intimacy they thought was eternal. They lost everything because, in spite of their love, they hid their pride from human eyes.”
– Satan: “You see what it gives you to have love, intimacy… suffering with Him. Anyway, you know that I am here to help you. Does your God speak to you like I do to tell you the truth?»
– Mimi: “My God, please help me to accept everything out of love!
You who will read these writings, please pray for me.”
Tuesday 3 March 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, another day with You to accomplish the Holy Will of Our Father. Yes, I believe that You love me, that Your love is stronger during this trial. How I am suffering in not being able to speak to You as I would like! I look at You on Our dear little crucifix and everything disappears… no precise memory of the happiness I used to have. There is emptiness in my soul. I look at this dear little crucifix, a witness of Our love, of Our sufferings… I would like to remember these gentle moments of Our intimacy when We were so happy to be together on the same cross, where we were offering Our sufferings to Our Father in submission to His Holy Will to glorify Him and give Him souls! But, now, I have nothing to hang onto! Even Our intimacy that helped me so much in my spiritual life is no longer there. My love for You seems to be so little, so weak. If I could only remember our conversations, but I can’t. There is but emptiness, dried up love, and this makes me suffer. I re-read the writings and I have the impression that it is about another person. Everything repels me, bores me. This is far from encouraging my director who has done more than his best for my soul.
– Satan: “Poor little girl, I have been telling you for a long time that your director is tired, exhausted, fed up with you. At his age, he needs to rest. What more can he do? He hopes to assist you when you die. It is better for him to get ready to avoid seeing a soul that is damned and whom he was the director! He would not have been mistaken if he had obeyed when he should have exorcized you, but no, because of his pride, he wanted your soul to give it to your God who doesn’t want it. I am doing my best to make you understand and you do not want to.
Soon, you will hear the voice of your God. You will then listen to your sentence which will be: “Go, lost daughter. I place you into the arms of your enemy whom you have served so well. There is nothing more we can do for you.”
Wednesday 4 March 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You for being here! Yes, I believe, I adore You and I love You! Yes, my Beloved, I believe in Your presence in my soul. I believe in the presence of the Blessed Trinity in me.
I believe that with Your presence, Your power, You are helping me and that Your grace is sustaining me at every moment. Without You I can do nothing. I know, my God, that during this trial, I do not understand everything You want from me. I bless You and bow before Your adorable Will. I am confident that everything will become normal if it be Your Holy Will. All I have to do is continue to love You with my dry love, to serve You without asking questions, to walk without knowing where I am going and to accept everything, to offer You everything without experiencing joy or consolation.
Yes, in order to struggle, my will must be united to Yours, ô my Beloved, that my heart be with Yours, united in love, that my soul be raised with You towards Our Father, that my body be laboring in suffering for the glory of Our Father. Yes, to do everything as if everything was going well!”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, it is sad to see you in such a state… to still hope and believe that God hears your prayer. Think about it! Isn’t it ridiculous to talk, to act as you do? It is insulting your God to tell Him that you want to love Him with your dried-up love. He doesn’t like left-overs… Yes, a love that lacks sincerity. He rejects the lukewarm! What is He going to do with your dried-up love? You want to walk without knowing where you are going? Such language is folly!
You want to offer your sufferings without feeling any joy? Have you ever seen people suffering who are happy? No, suffering has entered the world as a chastisement. Is it not the law of God, of nature? He created man to make him suffer during his life and after his death.”
Thursday 5 March 1964
– Mimi: “My God, do with me what You will. Increase Your actual grace in me. Yes, my Beloved, I need You so badly. Only Your grace can help me accept everything. Today, I feel a new strength to continue my journey because I want to believe that You are present in me. All my strength is in the word “I believe”, in spite of the state I am in. My Beloved, look at my misery, my weakness, but look especially at my love. Yes, I want to believe with all my might that I love You even with my dried-up love. I know that my love is very poor, unworthy, weak, but I know that with Your pure love, your infinite love, Your merciful love, You can, if it be the Holy Will of Our Father, change my heart, make it similar to Yours. Yes, my Beloved, open wide the wound of Your Divine Heart so that I may enter with my love and also with all my misery and good will. In spite of appearances, You know that I want to be sincere, that I want to be obedient towards You and my director. Even though I do not always understand what he asks of me, I do not want to do my will. It isn’t an easy task for him to direct my little soul.”
– Satan: “As you know, your soul cost him a lot but to no avail. I hope he will be humble enough to admit his defeat, for you know that his pride as a priest will lose him. In spite of the warnings, the signs that God has rejected you, he continues to want to believe the contrary. He persists in hoping, in figthing me for nothing. On judgment day, he will have to give an account to God of all the time he lost in directing a soul that was damned.”
– Satan: “If he persists in disobeying God and continues to direct your soul, it will be his loss. And we will be so happy! Instead of one soul, we will receive two. The soul of a priest and of a victim soul. You will be the crown of his priesthood… God did not say where the coronation would take place.”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved. I am so happy to receive You! It is in receiving You in Your sacrament of Love that I find my strength, the courage to live and to follow You. Yes, my Beloved, I depend on Your grace and I hide in Your arms to rest for a brief moment. The struggle is terrible for me, so weak, but it is salutary for my soul. Thank You, my God for the beautiful surprise! W… and R… will be coming this evening!”
Saturday 7 March 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Gentle Mother of heaven for helping me prepare my communion. My Beloved, how Your silence makes me suffer! My Beloved, thank You for coming this morning. Please help me keep smiling in spite of my physical and moral sufferings, so that my two little sisters W… and R… may take advantage of their visit and leave encouraged, their souls in peace and their hearts joyful.”
In the afternoon, our director came. We did Team work with W… and R… We offered everything up. C… and Father Paul Mayer are not strangers to our work. Thank You, my Beloved, for the great favor obtained from Our dear little crucifix, Our treasure. It is so precious for us!”
Sunday 8 March 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, increase in me the courage to continue to follow You with love and suffering and the patience to await Your hour. Thank You for coming this morning! It is when I look at the Host that I find You. Yes, to look at You with love, with the eyes of faith, to see You in all Your splendor. When will I receive this favor? This afternoon, Team work. I was looking at You on Our dear crucifix! How many memories so beautiful, so pleasant! Thank You!”
Monday 9 March 1964
– Mimi: “Another day with You in suffering for the glory of Our Father. When I receive You, I feel stronger, my love grows, but I am never satisfied. I always hunger for You. I need to hear Your voice. I need Your intimacy to live, but especially to die when Our union will be perfect forever. If You only knew, my Beloved, how I miss You! How anxious I am to be presented to Our Father as Your little spouse who cost so much and that You bought with Your own Blood! Yes, this precious Blood that quenches my thirst and that purifies me more and more. The more I receive You, the more I identify myself with You, My Beloved, my God, my unique Love in whom I place all my trust. I know that You are hiding, but with the help of the Holy Spirit, I understand that Your Heart is constantly watching my soul and that my Gentle Mother of heaven is protecting me from my enemy.
Thank You for helping me detach myself from everything. You know, when my director asked me yesterday to give him the writings of 1963, I felt I was getting weak. It seemed as if he were tearing You from me, so great was Our intimacy. It was a part of my heart that was leaving. During 1963, what gentle moments We spent together to glorify, console, love Our Father. Each day, I would find You with our intimacy, our love, our suffering.
“Eternal Father, my God, with Your Divine Son, I offer You this sacrifice out of love. The time has come to say: “Do with me what You will!” I must not keep, selfishly, what You gave me out of love and pure goodness. I hope that the writings will give as much love, happiness, peace to whoever receives them, for God brings His love, His peace, His grace. And the Holy Spirit gives forth His strength, His light, and God the Son gives himself out of love with a great intimacy to the soul who opens the door to Him out of love, confidence, abandonment.”
Tuesday 10 March 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, how anxious I am to see You. I miss You! I am looking everywhere and in me, You seem to be sleeping. Wake up, my Beloved! I need to hear Your voice so badly in order to recover Our intimacy where We are but One in love and suffering. Increase in me this desire of the cross. At times, I feel so weak in following You. But, my Beloved, see all my miseries, my weaknesses. Look at me as I am… nothing more than nothingness in Your powerful hands. My Beloved, I thank You for helping me in this struggle. Do not leave me, for left alone I am nothing and can do nothing. Humanly speaking, I need You, Your help. And spiritually, I need You as well. In spite of spiritual aridity, with the help of the Holy Spirit, I take refuge in the arms of my Gentle Mother of heaven and I await Your return, for You cannot stay away very long from Your Divine Mother, my Mother as well. I place myself under Her protection. Mediatrix of all graces, She is watching over me and interceding for me.
I greatly need prayers, light, to accomplish with love, sincerity the Holy Will of God over me.
This afternoon, I had a long chat with my director. I told him about my doubts, my fears. With his usual charity, he was patient and listened to me. My enemy was raging because I had been very open with him as I told him about the needs of my soul. He spoke to me about trust, about Your merciful love, about the importance of obedience. He advised me to help me through this trial to say often: “I believe, I hope, I love You, I adore You.”
And to do battle with my enemy and avoid hearing his voice, I have begun typing the writings of 1957. My enemy is enraged. My mind is so preoccupied in finding the letters to avoid making too many mistakes! My enemy takes flight for a while. Thank You, Holy Spirit, for inspiring me to use this means to avoid my enemy.”
Wednesday 11 March 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You for this beautiful visit! I was so happy to receive You. It is with all the sincerity of my heart that I want to tell You that I adore You, I hope and I love You. In the state I am in, I want to believe with the faith of my Gentle Mother of heaven, I want to hope like Her and to love You with Her pure Heart. With my Gentle Mother, I want to give my Fiat each day. In Her arms, I am in security. I am suffering a lot, but I want to be sincere and offer everything out of love through the hands of Mary Immaculate, my Mother whom I love so much.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, you are now aware that you no longer have faith. Why should you want to believe, hope and love in spite of everything? Do you think that in asking for the Virgin’s help, everything will go into place? If She were so powerful, She could have saved Her Son instead of letting Him die for nothing! Do you think She is going to take care of you? What can She possible do for you?”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, how I suffer!... I just learned the sad news, that is, the trial that has befallen our family. Everything that You predicted on the 7th of January 1964 has happened. Morally, I am very affected. However, ô my Beloved, may this trial be accepted as a great grace and an atonement. May peace and love reign among the members of my family from now on. May movements of revolt be silenced and may everyone submit with humility to Your Holy Will. I ask Your help to sustain them, Your love to work in their souls. I give all the them to You. Ô Holy Spirit, Spirit of Love and Truth, enlighten these souls so that they may recognize their mistakes and ask forgiveness to God.”
“My God, I thank You for all that You have done for me, to help me.»
Thursday 12 March 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I unite this trial to Your Passion. With Your grace, I accept everything out of love, for You, for souls…»
– Satan: “Poor little girl, why do you want to touch His Heart by telling him that you want to unite yourself with His Passion? What pride to want to be with Him on the same cross! He had asked His Father to remove this chalice from Him… Is your strength greater than His Power? Do you think that God the Father is going to look upon you? … He is just. You take pleasure in offending Him, misleading Him, mocking the Holy Spirit! As for myself, you serve me almost with respect… I am equal to God and even more so, for you take the time to write when I speak. Your God doesn’t even take time to look at you, or even speak to you. He is hiding because He is afraid of you, of your shabby love, of your hypocritical prayers, of your lies, of your imaginary moral sufferings, of your useless physical sufferings. Even your writings show how crazy you are. You write simply what you would like to be. During your whole life, you had an ideal but you were never able to attain it, so, facing such a lost cause forever, what can you expect? What can you expect from life in happiness, peace, security for the future, for eternity that will bring you nothing, the end of everything?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, after a long silence… I would like you to write a word on the occasion of the anniversary of Our instrument who is working so well for Us. Thank her for everything, especially for helping you carry your cross. With this daily cross and Our instrument, We can realize in you Our plan for Our greater glory and for your sanctification.”
Friday 13 March 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, thank You for coming briefly to help me. I believe, I hope and I love You. I believe that You are presen in me. I believe that You are present during this trial willed by Our Father.”
– Satan: “I ask myself by what means your God, the Almighty will make you understand that you are in error. You are going deeper more and more into the abyss. You believe that you have freed your conscience by telling all to your director. He doesn’t even want to pardon you by the power he has. Yet, the facts are there. The writings are against you. What lies! Do you think that the Spirit of Truth is taking part in this comedy? No, this Spirit will condemn you on judgment day. You should tremble with fear. I wonder if you will have courage when your God will judge you more severely than others, because you have spread errors through these writings. You have betrayed His love. You have not respected the secrets of His intimacy. How many times He told you that He was hiding you from humans to protect His love, His intimacy! He said He was hiding you as a treasure. You did not obey, you were not discreet by writing and allowing your notes to be read. What could possibly be interesting in reading the life of a soul that is damned? What a waste of time in reading these notes, these lies. There are certainly enough books inspired by God that are more useful to souls. Your chastisement will be terrible, for you will suffer from the need to possess Him, for on earth, you were never satisfied. This is spiritual greed. This separation from your God will be torture because you were but one with Him. You experienced and loved the intimacy that God gives only to His friends.
You will have as much pain as you have written pages. You can see from here what you will suffer. If you stop writing, I promise you, when you will be with me, to be indulgent because you shall have done your best to work well with me.”
Saturday 14 March 1964
– Mimi: “My Gentle Mother of heaven, please help me prepare my communion. Lend me Your heart so pure, your soul so holy in order to receive, adore and thank God, but especially to keep the Blessed Trinity in my soul. My Gentle Mother, look upon Your little girl who is suffering and struggling! You know in what a sore state I am in. I cannot hide anything from You, and yet, I would like to tell You how much I am suffering far from Your Jesus. The more I want Him, the more He hides. You understand me, don’t You? You know what it is like to look for Him! … I have been looking for Him for three days. Help me find Him, please. I can’t go on! The cross is crushing me! I don’t have the strength to walk. I no longer have the courage to follow Him! I am looking everywhere. I am looking for Him in this trial, but there is emptiness. Everything is dry! No more pure love! No more intimacy! If I could be sincere in telling Him that I believe, hope and love Him!
“My Gentle Mother of heaven, so pure, please help me purify my spirit, my soul, my will, my body. Give me Your hand. I am trembling with fright before the week that is beginning. Will I have the courage to accept everything? Yet, I promised I would before Our little crucifix. My director was a witness. He advised me to say over and over whatever my state of soul might be: “My God, I believe, I hope and I love You.”
– Satan: “The situation is really critical. You soul is in danger and your eternal salvation lost. Don’t lose your time by invoking the Virgin. What more can She do? Her power is useless to you.”
15 March 1964
Sunday of Passion Week
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God for coming. This day reminds me of the 7th of April 1957. Your message was so consoling to us when You spoke of Our dear little crucifix. Yes, this dear little crucifix that was the object of Our union in love and suffering, that was a witness of Our intimacy, that has become my strength, my consolation, my shield against my enemy. Yes, my Beloved, I kiss with love, respect, confidence Our dear little crucifix. In looking at You on this little cross, how can one not think about Your love for me.”
“Yes, my Father, my God,with Your Divine Son, I bless this cross and I accept it with love. I unite my sufferings with the Passion of Your Divine Son. With Your grace, I want to follow Him by carrying my cross each day.”
– Jesus: “My little G…, My little host of love that I love so, with the permission of Our Father, I come to tell you once more My love. I come like the angel to console you, to help you during your agonies. Through Holy Communion, I come to strengthen you for your mission is not finished. Together, let us remain attached to Our cross. No matter how long, how heavy your cross may be, it will always remain Our standard of love. Yes, Our cross will be Our strength, and Our love will be Our triumph in glorifying Our Father. Yes, Our love will triumph over life, death, souls, especially over your enemy who rages against you. He has layed down a challenge for Me for he has sworn that you would lose your soul. My Beloved, be brave, do battle, accept everything. The battle will be fierce, painful. You know, to do battle with your enemy is an important grace that I give my little victims after giving them the royal gift of the cross.”
– Jesus: “In associating you to My Passion, My Sufferings, you are identifying yourself with Me. It is the most beautiful sign of love that you can give Us, to accept to be One with Me forever. Be very obedient to Our dear representative for you will have to do battle with your enemy. Your director, through his priesthood has the power to bring him down. I will always be with you.”
Monday 16 March 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, how happy I am to see You. I know that You are going to help me in battle. Thank You for consoling and encouraging me. Everything was so dark! I know that I will have a lot to suffer in order to cooperate with You in the salvation of souls. With Your grace, I accept this cross for I believe that You are with me forever. Yes, my God, do with me what You will for Your greater glory.
And thank You for giving me the opportunity to repair, atone, merit… I give You everything in the name of Your Divine Son, in the name of His merits. I beg You, keep me very united to Him, to His Passion and if my poor nature trembles, hesitates, is afraid, attach me once more to the cross with Your Divine Son, for You know very well that in the bottom of my heart, I can refuse You nothing. You know, my God, the needs of my soul that pines for You. I thirst for the Precious Blood of Your Divine Son. I hunger for Him, I am never satisfied with Your presence, ô Blessed Trinity, my joy, my hope, my salvation.”
“Ô Spirit of Love, be my guide, enlighten me in moments of darkness. Sustain my faith, strengthen me, give me the courage to struggle during this battle that my Father permits for the greater good of my soul. Yes, this soul that cost so dearly… God was so good, so merciful towards me. To show Him my love, my gratitude, I accept to be attached to the cross with my Beloved in order to give Him glory and for the salvation of many souls.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl! You don’t know what’s coming! Your God has accepted the challenge. He was so afraid of losing that He was awaiting your consent. Where is His power over your soul? How are you going to do battle with a fearful God? Your Beloved is hiding in order not to see the battle. Your pride is going to lose you, the smallest of His creatures, for wanting to do battle against me, the King of darkness. Do you believe that your love of God is a powerful weapon?”
Tuesday 17 March 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, I am always happy to receive You, ô Blessed Trinity!
My God, have pity on me. I lift up my eyes in confidence. You alone, ô my God, my Almighty Father, You alone can save me. From the depths of my abyss, I cry unto You. Listen to my voice. My heart is suffering. My soul pines after my Beloved. Come and help me do battle against my enemy who is raging and who is attacking my whole being with violence. My soul is troubled, my will is inert. My love remains cold, indifferent even before Our dear little crucifix. I have the impression I am walking alone in the night, surrounded by phantoms. The struggle is terrible. With the permission of my director, I will offer even more. Ô Holy Spirit, give me the strength to do battle. My Gentle Mother of heaven, give me Your hand, please. Saint Michael, protect me.
My God, I believe, I hope and I love You. My Beloved, I trust in You. I don’t trust myself. With You, I want to offer up everything out of love. Yes, my God, my Father, may Your Holy Will be done within me. I expect everything from You. Without You, I can do nothing. During this struggle, do not allow me to lose You.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I am here. You must be victorious even at the peril of your life. But your soul is protected. We are here. The battle is very serious, dangerous. You have been placed like a good little soldier on the line of fire. Whatever your wounds, you will not fall under the attacks of your enemy. Physically, you will have a lot to suffer, but your soul, he is not able to attain. My Beloved, if My Father has accepted the challenge of your enemy, it is to confound him, to crush his pride. By accepting the struggle with Us, you give Us glory. You know the battle of your enemy is not over. It isn’t easy for him to do battle with a victim soul, a soul saving other souls for Us”
Wednesday 18 March 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God, for the great happiness of receiving you during six consecutive days. I believe, my God, that if I had not had the chance of receiving You so often, I would not have had the strength to accept everything. Yes, my Beloved, You are my whole strength, my hope, my support. With You in me, I want to accept the Holy Will of Our Father. I want to walk with love in order to glorify Our Father.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, how naïve you are in believing that your God is going to help you! I ask myself what you are thinking of by accepting everything, even to do battle with me. You know, spiritual combat is not a game and all chances will be on my side for your God gives me total freedom to act. So, I can do what I want with you. This way, your God, the Almighty, announces His defeat, for it is I who will give orders. I am very pleased with this battle. God has given me the privilege of seeking revenge over you. You want to be attached to the cross with Him?...You want to cooperate with Him for the salvation of souls?... Have no fear! To have the pleasure of seeing you suffer with Him, I will not back away from physical and moral suffering. I won’t be alone! My dear little girl, Think twice! You can still retract your commitments. Your God has not been fair with you. How? He pretends to respect your freedom but He doesn’t stop pressuring you. You are invaded by His love. How do you expect to be free since you are One with Him? There is still time to pull yourself together and recover your freedom. You only have to refuse to do battle.
You won’t therefore have suffered in vain. You will recover your peace. Your God, in accepting to do battle, was only thinking of His interests. He wasn’t thinking of you. In His pride as Creator, He wanted to show off His power over your soul and be victorious. But who will have suffered? You, not Him.”
Thursday 19 March 1964
Feast of Saint Joseph
– Mimi: “My director and myself have made two triduums to celebrate this beautiful day. We also were celebrating God the Father. Thank You for giving us Saint Joseph. Yes, the foster father of Your Divine Son. We were also celebrating our Gentle Mother of heaven, for we cannot separate the spouses. It is through You, ô my Beloved, that we can offer so much happiness to Our Father, to Our Gentle Mother of heaven, to You, to Saint Joseph and to ourselves. These two triduums have helped me so much to accept everything. Without You I can do nothing.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it is for Us to thank Our dear representative. In spite of his age, eighty-two, he does not back down before sacrifices to show Us his love and to please Us. To the members of the Team: follow his example and his advice. “He who hears you, hears Me”. And when a priest speaks in Our name, he can never be wrong.
My Beloved, during this trial, you have to live your faith for all spiritual help will come from your confidence. Hang onto Us with love. I am with you to do battle. With the presence of the Blessed Trinity in your soul, you have nothing to fear.
I love you, My Beloved, and I will stay with you in spite of the state your soul is in. I know that you will suffer much. During your three agonies of the heart, of the soul and of the mind, you will also have to do battle with your enemy. Be assured of My love that will sustain you till the end. With Me you will be victorious for Our greater glory. If you only knew the number of souls that will benefit from this time of suffering! The more you suffer, the more Our love will be strong, powerful and I will be in you with My grace.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, I hope you won’t believe this, words that don’t make sense. He says that the more you suffer, the more He will be in you, physically, Who will be suffering? You! His love will sustain you… Have you ever seen victory won by love? I have power over your body, your senses. I will also have your soul, your mind, your will. I am free. I shall win.”
Friday 20 March 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You, my God for visiting my soul. With Your presence, I feel stronger and I place my trust in You. I believe, I hope, and I love You. Yes, I want to tell You this often.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, My dear little host of love, I thank your director for having placed into your hands the three powerful weapons against your enemy. Yes, the faith to believe in the depths of your abyss that I am with you and that I love you; to also believe that this trial is willed by Our Father for His glory and for your sanctification.
My Beloved, if you only knew the incalculable number of souls who will resurrect with Me! I should say Our triumph, for you will have played a large part in My pascal joy after having followed Me on the sorrowful road of My Passion, of My agony and of My death.
With hope, confidence in Us present in you, you have nothing to fear, whatever your physical and moral wounds will be. I will bandage them. Your Gentle Mother will put balm on your wounds, and Our love, even stronger and more alive will heal over your wounds. Think of Me and look at Me on our dear little crucifix, a witness of Our love in suffering for the salvation of souls, many souls, especially those from the colony of Our dear apostle Father Paul Mayer, where souls will come like bees. We will place in these souls Our message of love and peace that will be gentle and smooth like pure honey.
And it will be with delight that these souls will savor the words of Our dear apostle who is working so well for Us, for Our greater glory. We expect a lot from him. The more you will accept and suffer, the more you will help out in his ministry. Love and suffering must not be only for the members of Our Team of love. Our merciful love must go all over the world and Our message of peace must envelop all souls in the same love through charity.”
Saturday 21 March 1964
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I am so anxious to rest in Your arms forever. With my communion of today, we have been able to offer You a beautiful novena of communions. I am so happy! I need You so much!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, We are so happy and consoled to be able to come into your little soul. I also need to rest before the great week. Unite your sufferings to My Passion. Offer up everything out of love for Us and for souls. Yes, My Beloved, it is during Holy Week that most sins and sacrileges are committed. Yet, it is a time of love, a time for forgiveness during which My mercy is abundant, when I would like to extend my graces to all souls. I am present and waiting. You will have much to suffer for souls that will approach the sacrament in the state of sin. How many souls under the pretext of accomplishing their Easter duties will come to receive the forgiveness of their sins and will not even be sincere. Their contrition is superficial. How many souls receive Me without preparation, without love, without sincerity.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, aren’t you tired of hearing Him complain every day? Your God pretends to respect the freedom of souls. What does He do? He isn’t fair. He spends His time complaining, making reproaches. Where is His power over souls? Your God does battle. It’s ridiculous because you are the one who will suffer… All my weapons are ready. I will have more souls than your God and I don’t have to weep to have them, to complain in order to have sympathy.”
22 March 1964
Palm Sunday
– Mimi: “My God, may Your Holy Will be done! Yes, my God, my Father, I trust in You. Please place me in a situation where I will be able to serve You well during this week. Whatever state my body, my soul, my mind will be in, I want to follow My Beloved during His Passion. With Your grace, I want to accept everything out of love till total giving, till the cross. Please give us souls for Your greater glory. I thank You for your beautiful visit. I am so happy to receive You!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, today you begin with Me your mission as victim of love. Thank You for the beautiful Team work. I know that you are suffering a lot. I have a real sign that you are attached to the cross. How I awaited patiently for this day when you would answer yes to this struggle! The battle began this afternoon. No time off! Offer Me everything. You know, My Beloved, I also am suffering with you, but in cooperating with Me, you lighten up My pain, you put balm on My wounds. You console Me when, during your trials, you kiss with respect, with love, Our dear little crucifix. With Me you are secure. I do not fear! Your enemy hates you. This afternoon, he was obliged to flee before Me and yet, I was not in all My glory, in all My power. He cannot look at Me on the cross. I should rather say, Our cross.”
– Satan: “My dear little girl, your God pretends to be so humble and in His pride, He believes that I am afraid of looking at Him on the cross! If I do not look at Him it is because I loathe Him. Moreover, it is not He who interests me at the moment, it is you. He does not respect the challenge. It is with you that I must do battle and not with Him. He wants to give you the merit and sends you help with the presence of R… who has come for a few days. What more can she do?”
23 March 1964
Monday of Holy Week
– Mimi: “Thank You. I am so happy to receive You. After a night of physical and moral sufferings, I gather strength for the day in order to continue to do battle with my enemy. I have such a headache! My Beloved, please help me hide my sufferings. I offer You everything out of love. This afternoon, the struggle was terrible. Thank You, my Beloved for helping me use the important means and offering a lot more. With the help of my Gentle Mother of heaven, I was able to say: “My God, I trust in You. I hope in You and I love You. Each time, my enemy is enraged and attacks me all the more. Thank You for helping me. My enemy has taken flight.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host, am I not correct in saying that you believe in My presence within you? Remain united always. Your director has prayed a lot for you as well as Our dear apostle Paul Mayer. It is a moral support for you. Thanks to Our dear Team for consoling Us. I am so happy to be with you this week. Remain with Me during My Passion. There are so many souls to save. Offer everything for those who want to accomplish their Easter duties, but who hesitate because of the effort it takes to make a good and sincere confession and a good and fervent communion with the only reason being love. If souls allowed themselves to be led by Our love, by Our spirit of love, they would find peace in Us.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, your God believes that souls are naïve and stupid enough to believe in His love that gives no tangible results. The love of your God brings suffering, trials, deprivation, war, hatred, death. He wants souls telling them: “Come to Me, follow Me, take up your cross.” Only idiots want to follow Him. When I want souls, I don’t even have to speak. I only have to show them love in all shapes and sizes, carnal, sensual love, the love of money, pleasures, honors, and with me souls are really able to live and enjoy themselves.”
24 March 1964
Tuesday of Holy Week
– Mimi: “My Beloved, how I found the time long before receiving You at 4h pm! Thank You for coming! Thank You for helping my director! He is so ill, but to please You, he does not consider his sufferings. He offers everything out of love.”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, I am so consoled. You have a difficult mission to fulfill. Fear not, I am present in you and remain your Spouse, your Beloved. My Beloved, remain united with Me. Your enemy is enraged. He is trying by every means to harm you.
Be very prudent, very attentive to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit who is guiding you to Us. Your Gentle Mother of heaven is watching over you.
Thank you for the beautiful Team work. If you knew the number of souls you helped through your prayers and sufferings united to My Passion. It is through a special privilege that you are united with Me to the glory of Our Father. My Beloved, your enemy is very skillful. It is through a special grace that I have allowed your director to discover your enemy. By his sacerdotal power, your director has total power over him. Your enemy rages against you. Whatever his attacks may be, he can do nothing without Our permission. The more he struggles with you, the more you merit and the more We are consoled. The number of souls to be saved are so many and the generous souls are so few!”
– Satan: “You see, my dear little girl, your God admits there are few souls to serve Him, love Him. Look at the cross! See the image of His defeat! You are suffering for nothing. There is still time to renounce this life of suffering that He has chosen for you. After this, He says He respects human freedom while you endure a real martyrdom.”
25 March 1964
Wednesday of Holy Week
– Mimi: “Barely a few hours of sleep after doing battle with my enemy… I was able to sleep briefly but was awake very early. I could no longer sleep. I was too anxious to receive You! It is always new when I receive You. I am never satisfied. A day of thanksgiving! It has been fourteen years since my director allowed me to make my vows (25 March 1950). I was so happy, ô my Beloved, to be Your spouse. I am finally Yours forever.
After thanksgiving, I renewed my vows. What wonderful memories for us! I wept for a long time in silence! Tears of joy are so gentle in His presence. During this time, my enemy was close to me. He wanted to trouble my senses and distract me from Our conversation.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse so loved, how happy We were under the gaze of Our Father. At the moment of Our perfect union, your little soul will be invaded by Our presence almost visible to certain ones. Yes, this day so eagerly awaited by Us when your little soul will be consumed by Our love. My dear little spouse whom I love, yes, I will come to fetch you in all My glory. My loving embrace will be so strong that your poor little heart will not be able to sustain so much happiness.”
– Satan: “How your God knows how to mock you! What ridiculous promises! He is having a discussion with you to win time, but as for myself, I don’t have any time to lose. This is why I don’t leave you any respite, even at night, for you know, even at night, I have many souls serving me. Your God has so few. You see how ridiculous is your God. When I am near you, He pretends that you are meriting.”
26 March 1964
Holy Thursday
– Mimi: “Finally, I can receive You today on this beautiful Holy Thursday. Yes, my Beloved, what joy to receive You in all Your splendor. You are so beautiful! Your love is so great, so powerful in transforming my little soul. Only Your merciful love can do this in me.”
– Jesus: “Yes, my Beloved, it is I who operates in you through My grace, My mercy. What a beautiful day! It is also a feast for Us. Yes, my dear little host of love, this morning after your communion, My embrace was too strong. Your little soul experienced the effects of My glory, of Our presence in you. This is nothing compared to Our perfect union, for what happened is only a repetition of My offering to Our Father. Yes, I was telling Him: “Here I am, ô My Father, with My beloved little spouse, Your little host of love, who by a special grace, has answered “yes” to Our call by accepting Your Holy Will. Yes, My Father, look upon her as Your little host, I should rather say, like Your large host, for I am with her forever. Tomorrow, consider her as Your little victim of love, who by special mission, must cooperate with Me in the salvation of souls out of love and suffering by living in perfect intimacy with Us present in her little soul in which We delight. We never hesitate to come into her soul that desires Us and invites Us with love and opens her door to Us. Therefore, We enter with Our power, Our glory. We fill her by depositing in her Our intimacy.”
– Satan: “Poor little girl, more daydreams, illusions! Take advantage of the last hours remaining. Tomorrow, you will be attached to the cross, but not with Him. It is I who now have complete power over you. The challenge has begun. I must be victorious for a soul that wants to save other souls has a lot of value in my eyes.”
27 March 1964
Good Friday
– Mimi: “What a beautiful day! Good Friday! I am so happy to be on the cross with You!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it is for Us to thank you for having accepted everything out of love for Us and for souls. During your Team work, you merited a lot for souls. Your enemy wanted to prevent you from working. How many souls have benefitted from your prayers, your sufferings!
My dear little host of love, it is the first time that you are wearing royally My crown of thorns. I have placed it on your head so that you may merit through your sufferings. At the moment of Our perfect union, this same crown will become your crown of glory. I know that you suffered a lot when I told you that I was not coming to get you definitely. I also would have liked to arrive with you before My Father, but with your vow of immolation, Our Father is demanding more from you for souls, for the Holy Father, for the success of the Ecumenical Council, for the souls of Our dear apostle Paul Mayer s.j. Your mission is so great! Like Myself, you must wait and submit yourself to the Holy Will of Our Father. This trial is terrible for you not to receive Us today and your moral suffering is worse than your physical suffering.”
– Mimi: “He was attacking me violently and wanted to trouble me, even wound me so that I would resemble “your God”… did he say with a laugh. The attacks got worse when he went to get help. He said:
– Satan: “My dear little spouse, take an overdose of pills in order to die quicker to see your God. He won’t judge you severely since you wish to be near Him as soon as possible. He will be so pleased to receive you. Your director will not be able to object, for if he is really sincere, he will have to forgive you in the name of God. Then, you will get to heaven sooner. No one can blame you. Even your God says that the greatest sign of love is to give ones life for those whom we love.”
28 March 1964
Saturday of Holy Week
– Mimi: “Another day without receiving You! I am so anxious to receive You! I am suffering so much! How I would have liked to be with You Sunday!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, come, don’t cry! You are happier than Mary Magdalen, for on Easter morning, she was still looking for Me, but you, because of Our intimacy, Our love, you only have to look at Us present in you. With your Gentle Mother of heaven, give thanks for all Our love, Our graces. Tomorrow, My Beloved, your little soul will resurrect with Me, because of your desire to follow Me to the cross, in the total giving of yourself. Even today, your little soul has been tried. You suffered terribly for souls that wait till the last minute to go to confession for Easter. Each time a soul defiles My Divine Body, it renews My agony, My Passion, My death. This is why you suffer more during Team work. It is pride that is at the root of everything. Your poor little head is suffering. I also am suffering when the thorns sink into my head.
My dear little host of love, We are so consoled by the beautiful Team work! I thank your director for being so generous and faithful. R… fulfilled her task. W…, C… also suffered. Paul Mayer is a skillful laborer for souls. My dear little spouse so loved, thank you for your love for Us and for souls.»
– Satan: “After so many signs, how can you still believe in His love for you? He has no right to make you suffer by placing His crown of thorns on your head. By this useless gesture, He admits defeat. You now see where the folly of the cross leads you? Yes, this cross that is your unique hope. How sick in the head one must be to believe that you are a victim soul. You are rather a victim of your pride in believing that your God loves you by associating you to His Passion that was His defeat for all eternity. And you are walking with Him to your defeat. I wanted to mock you by telling you that your God placed His crown on your head. You were so convinced that it gave you a headache.”
29 March 1964
Easter Sunday
– Mimi: “Easter! You are finally here my Beloved in all Your glory! May You be glorified, ô Eternal Father, by the Passion, the Blood, the Death of Your Divine Son risen out of love for us. Thank You for coming this morning! I was so happy! These two days of separation seemed endless! Ô my Gentle Mother of heaven, please help me to await patiently even spiritual things.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, let us give thanks to Our Father. On this beautiful day, behold the triumph of My love, of My power over souls, over life, over death. My Beloved, I would have liked Our union to be perfect today, but, according to the Will of Our Father, you must wait. The death of a victim soul is at times very slow. By privilege, you have a mission to accomplish, to make known love in suffering through intimacy. If you only knew the number of souls We have given you and that you must save with Me! The more you will suffer, the more I will be near you, because during My Passion, My agony, My death, you were near Me, your love sustained Me. During Team work, how I looked at you suffering with Me, attached to Our cross! Our Father was consoled looking at this beautiful scene representing the triumph of love through suffering! With the help of the Holy Spirit, you accepted to follow Me, to cooperate with Me in the salvation of souls.”
– Jesus: “In spiritual life, there isn’t only good will, but also a lot of love for Us and a lot of love in accepting Our Holy Will. You must never stiffen up in My arms. The soul that is flexible, docile, humble, confident, abandons itself and remains peaceful.
29 March 1964
Easter
– Jesus: “Receive, Heavenly Father, with this white host, all that I deposit on the paten. I offer You My life and that of G.F., My beloved spouse, whom You chose from all eternity. Through My merits, My Passion, her love, receive her for Your greater glory and the salvation of souls.
Accept her as a consecrated host so that Your Holy Church, in the name of the Eternal Father, may purify all souls.
“Ô Almighty God, Eternal Father, by the merits of My Passion, My Blood, My Death, My Resurrection, receive her as a victim of love.
Ô Almighty God, may You be blessed and glorified by this little victim and by all the souls You have entrusted to her.
Ô Immaculate Virgin, watch over this soul, Your child. Protect her from the assaults of her enemy, and after having accomplished her mission as victim, of having made known love through suffering in a greater intimacy, she may receive eternal happiness. Amen.”
Monday 30 March 1964
– Mimi: “Thank You for coming! I am so happy to be with You to begin my day! I am so exhausted that if I listened to myself I would stay in bed and rest.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I know that you are suffering a lot, but I want more for souls that refuse to approach Me in My sacrament of love. If these souls understood My great desire to give Myself to them! I look at them individually with so much tenderness! Upon the cross, I wanted all of them in order to offer them to My Father for His glory.”
Tuesday 31 March 1964
– Mimi: “My God, have pity on me! I am suffering so much! My heart aches so much! My Beloved, I am afraid of dying this way. This choking that surprises me when I least expect it… Is this Your Holy Will? My Beloved, help me accept everything. My enemy is near me to trouble me.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, take courage! You will have no respite. No matter if your enemy is near you. I, your God, your Beloved, am in you. Your soul is Our asylum where We permanently abide. In spite of the attacks from your enemy, remain peaceful with Us. By following the advice of your director, you may walk without fear towards Us. For the last forteen years he has been directing your little soul that We entrusted to him and that he must return to Us completely purified. His task hasn’t always been easy. Painful at times. In his humility, he would ask Us to enlighten him, to help him. With Us, he has attached you to the cross. He knows what We want and expect from you, Our little victim of love.”
