Monday 1st JuNE 1953
– Mimi: “My Beloved, during this month, grant me the favor of never leaving You because of sin, to submit myself entirely to Your Holy Will. I give myself to You entirely and forever. Increase in my soul the desire of heaven.
Today, I am beginning to work full time with You for souls. Help me, please. I am very tired because of a few hours of sleep. I would rather rest a little but I have to do groceries.
I was watching all these people on the street and in the stores.
− Mimi: “I offer You acts of love in the name of all these people.”
– Jesus: “My poor little one, I thank you. How many of them are thinking of Me at this moment! Everyone is preoccupied by the coronation of the Queen. Don’t mingle with the crowd. Retire close to Me. Offer Me this. Pray especially for those who are preparing themselves in committing sin and all kinds of abuses.”
− Mimi: “If everyone prepared the Feast of the Queen of heaven and earth with as much splendor, wouldn’t this be consoling to You?”
– Jesus: “My poor little one, you are finally understanding the ingratitude of mankind. This is why I ask you to pray in reparation for all these sins. Do not forget, you too, My poor little one, were once ungrateful towards Me and your director. So, repair, atone!"
– Mimi: At the church, 5 o’clock, a visit to my Beloved to tell Him once more that I love Him, to ask forgiveness for my sins and also to thank Him, to give Him my sorrows. I did not forget to pray for poor souls. Finally I asked my Gentle Mother of heaven to keep me in Her arms as Her little girl. I give Her the poor sinners, the dying, the poor souls in purgatory. I am suffering a lot.
– Mimi: “My Gentle Mother of heaven, give me the strength to get back home. The pain is getting worse. I can hardly walk. Give me Your smile, please. I need it. Thank You."
Tuesday 2 JuNE 1953
− Mimi: “My Beloved, another day for You and for souls. I offer a few prayers especially for our new Sovereign. May God help her, protect her. May everything in her life be measured by wisdom.
Ô Holy Spirit, please give her the necessary light to govern and reign with authority on the people that God places under her care. May we always be free to practice our religion."
– Jesus: “My little one, give up all these moments. Do not attend any demonstration. Stay at home and pray for all the people who are demonstrating and who offend Me. Repair by acts of love. Poor indifferent people! How many think of giving homage that is due to My Divine Mother, the Queen of the Universe!"
– Mimi: Evening fireworks on the occasion of this event. I was thinking how people were rejoicing at seeing this beautiful spectacle of rockets exploding in the heavens.
– Mimi: “But how happy You would be, my Beloved, if this crowd of people offered You acts of love with their flares!"
– Jesus: “My poor little one, if you only knew the indifference of mankind! Each day, I offer them a grand spectacle, in the air, on the sea, on earth, with everything that surrounds them, with the changing of seasons.
There are even marvels going on each day in people through the good functioning of the heart and of their organisms. And in their souls, what don’t I do for them to show them My love! They don’t want to understand, to admit that I am the creator, God Almighty.
My poor little one, share My pain. Tell Me you love Me, that you believe in Me, that you hope in Me, that you expect everything from Me, but tell Me especially that you love Me."
– Mimi: “Yes, my Beloved. You are looking for a heart to console You. Well, take mine and keep it always. It is Yours, ô Infinite Love! Come and rest Your head on my shoulder, my Beloved. Together, We will share our love. Once more, I love You, I adore You!"
Till tomorrow.
Good night, my Gentle Mother of heaven, Mary Queen of hearts, teach me to follow, to love Jesus as He should be loved. Help me, please, to remain faithful to Him. Teach me the science of humility so that I may always remain very little in His mighty arms."
Wednesday 3 JuNE 1953
− Mimi: “My Beloved, I offer you my day. Do with me what You will, ô my Love. Keep me near You. I need You. You know this very well. The struggle is terrible. The devil is attacking me on all sides. Listen to my voice. I trust in You. I ask Your assistance, my Beloved.
I would like to put my little notes in order. This would allow me to chat a little with You and come closer to You more and more. But circumstances oblige me to leave You in order to answer several calls coming from different persons. This tires me a little."
− Jesus: “My poor little one, you were still chatting with Me when you were talking to persons who were asking for relief while telling you about their sorrows, their troubles. Be patient, understanding with all of them. Make no exceptions. Did My love make exceptions in relieving souls? With you, My little one, am I not patient in listening to your complaints, your sorrows, etc., and even sometimes, I listen in silence to your lack of charity when you allow yourself to criticize certain persons."
− Mimi: “Thank You my Beloved for helping me by showing me on each occasion my sins, my errors.
Ô Holy Spirit, continue to enlighten me and give me the strength to overcome all my faults. I also need the strength to confess my weaknesses. I am aware that I will need to work hard in correcting myself.
I believe, my Beloved, that you are pleased with Your little girl. This evening, I did my best, during three hours of conversation, not to criticize, though I had the occasion. But I remained patient and silent on certain subjects. I wanted to repair the sorrow I had caused You today. I thank You for helping me during these three hours. I am very tired. Good night, my Beloved! Good night, my Gentle Mother of heaven! Till tomorrow!
This evening, the temptation to criticize began. My Beloved, with Your help, I did not allow one single word of criticism to appear. Thank You! The struggle was hard. Poor human nature! Poor tongue! What pain I must often have caused You! From now on, my Beloved, please help me keep my tongue free and pure so that I may receive You with all possible respect. May my tongue be used only for singing hymns of praise to You and for telling You constantly that I love You, my Love! When I encounter my neighbor, may there be no word contrary to truth. Protect me from all sins committed with the tongue, all slander, all lies, all gluttony, etc. Tomorrow, when my director will place on my tongue this white host, my Beloved, remind me that You visited this tongue and rested upon it for a few moments. Remind me also that my tongue must be as pure as my soul to receive You with respect and love."
Thursday 4 JuNE 1953. Corpus Christi
– Mimi: “Happy Birthday, my Beloved. How I would like to live this great happiness in heaven!
My Gentle Mother of heaven, would You deposit on the forehead of Your Dear Son a festive kiss. Lend me Your heart to offer Him this kiss with all the pure love it contains.
My Beloved, I am terribly sorry about my conduct towards You. On this beautiful feast day, I was not faithful in meeting You where You expected me with all Your heart. I am sincerely sorry about my conduct. After so many signs of love, why is my heart so cold, so indifferent?
Poor Jesus! How undeserving I am to receive all the attention You give me! How ungrateful I am! I am so weak and my faults so great! My Beloved, to show You that I love You in spite of all the repugnance I feel, I will do what You ask (mortify my body) with the permission of my director. I will do more to atone and repair, to share a little in the sufferings of Your passion. My Beloved, give me the necessary moral courage. You know how reluctant I am in Your service. Without You I can do nothing."
Evening
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for Your great mercy. I told my director about this struggle. He helped me greatly with his advice. He is constantly helping me with his prayers and sacrifices.
He speaks to me about You, about Your infinite mercy with so much love and conviction that I am not able to remain insensitive to all his words, especially when he speaks to me about Your love for me, my mission, what You expect from me, about my miseries.
How ungrateful and indifferent I find myself in Your service. I am so unfaithful. Forgive me, my Beloved. In spite of my failures, my weaknesses, You know that I love You, that I prefer You to everything and that my great desire is that one day You become my mystical Spouse. I have been seeking You for so long, ô my Love!
My Gentle Mother of heaven, keep me close to Your Beloved Son. I would be so sad to lose Him. I can no longer live without Him, my only good, my hidden treasure, my only Love, my only God!
Thanks to my director, I am anxious to receive You tomorrow. Thank You and welcome to my poor little soul that is so ill."
Friday 5 JuNE 1953
– Mimi: “Good morning my Beloved. In an hour, I will have the great pleasure of receiving You once again, You, my Love, my God, my All.
My Gentle Mother of heaven, lend me Your heart to receive Your Gentle Son, Your Jesus!
My joy is so great. How I love You, ô infinite goodness! After all the sorrow that I caused You yesterday and during my whole life! You have forgiven me and are here present in me. What can I refuse You now that I am all Yours and in Your service. I accept with love all that you want from me today and as always I submit myself to Your Holy Will.
− Jesus: “Thank you, My poor little one. You have shown Me your good will. I believe in your childish sincerity. What I wish from you is your total confidence in My love for you. Do not doubt what is going on between Us, about Our conversations, Our future union, the mission. It is not an illusion. Do I not have the right to speak with you as I wish and use the means that I please, that are at My disposal? I want you to be all Mine. Ask your director to prepare you for Our next encounter!"
− Mimi: “What encounter are You talking about, my Beloved?"
– Jesus :“My little girl, since I want you to be all Mine, Mine alone, at times I am a jealous God."
I want to be sure about your loyalty in My service, for I need you. What I expect from you, from this encounter, you will understand rapidly if you are submitted to My Divine Will. My little one, trust Me! Are you ready to suffer with Me for the salvation of souls? You have no time to lose. Time is running out. Your time is precious. Remember the sentence I gave you in another of our conversations:
"What would the cross be like without a victim?”
Also meditate on this other motto of the association:
"God and souls."
Don’t worry. Be calm. I will always be with you. Don’t forget that you are still human! You will have to struggle. Share with your director Our conversations. Open the secret door of your soul completely. Trust him. He alone can help you begin Our encounter, Our union. Remain peaceful, My poor little girl, My Beloved! Experience My love for you! I lower myself to visit you, I, your God. I am present in your poor miserable soul. Are you not the littlest of My creatures, the weakest?
If I am always looking for you, if I am always calling on you. It is because My unique desire is to protect you in order to possess you entirely. You also know about My desire to make you My little spouse. It is not because you deserve that I be interested in you but precisely because you are the littlest, the weakest of My creatures. You need Me so much at every moment of your life. My poor little one, think about it. Your conduct could have kept Me away from you forever. No, I have been patient, merciful. See what My love has done for you. Without Me you are nothing."
− Mimi: “Yes, my Beloved. You are right. How little I am in Your powerful arms. Forgive my conduct. I know that I don’t understand everything that You ask of me, however, I accept everything out of love. I give myself to You forever. Give me Your hand and guide me where You will. I walk by Your side with my eyes closed but with an open heart for You, my Beloved, my Love.
My Gentle Mother of heaven, teach me to say my Fiat in all circumstances, in moments of peace as in times of dryness. Grant me the grace of never leaving You.
Good night! Till tomorrow! Ô Holy Spirit, I believe in You! Strengthen me, enlighten me always in times of darkness!"
Saturday 6 JuNE 1953
− Mimi: “Good morning, my Beloved! I lovingly offer myself to You. How well We are going to work together for souls! I am suffering dreadfully physically and morally. The struggle is terrible! My Beloved, give me the strength to resist the temptations."
− Jesus: “My little one! Make a act of humility. Confide in your director your temptations. Tell him everything. Do not hesitate to open to him the door of your soul. He will advise you. I repeat: he alone can help you. Don’t forget that he represents Me. With the permission of your director, renew your vow of obedience."
− Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved. I am glad I followed Your advice. I confided in my director. Thanks to his words and advice, I have more courage to continue this struggle. I know that I am not alone in working for You and for souls."
I approach my Gentle Mother of heaven to thank Her for Her kindness.
− Mimi: “Thank You, my Gentle Mother of heaven. You have before You your poor little girl who is happy because of a little victory over my self love. Thanks for Your assistance. I also want to tell You that I love You, that You are beautiful, that Your smile is consoling, encouraging.
My Gentle Mother of heaven, I beg You, teach me to love Jesus as You love Him.
Lend me Your motherly heart to love souls. Place on my lips Your smile so that I may approach my neighbor with sincerity, love and charity. Give me the strength to give my Fiat each day. Remove from my soul what displeases You. Keep me in Your mother’s arms with the souls of poor sinners I confide in You. How I pity them! How I understand them, especially when they are alone in their struggles. My Gentle Mother of heaven, You who gave us life, do not forget all Your children, especially the most unhappy ones. Keep them close to Your motherly heart where they are safe.
Please deliver the poor souls in purgatory who have greatly atoned and loved. I also give You all the souls with their human miseries. Would You please look and smile upon the dying in order to give them the hope of forgiveness, of heaven where You are waiting forthem with Your kind Jesus.
Increase in my soul the desire to give of myself, to sacrifice myself for my neighbor just as You gave of Yourself for me. I throw myself with confidence into Your arms so that You may offer me through the hands of the priest with Your gentle Jesus to God the Father. I confide another of Your children, him who is in charge of my soul. May he grow in holiness. Grant him all the joys and spiritual and temporal consolations possible on earth as a reward for his work in the salvation of souls. I beg You, show him Your divine smile, so radiant. I am sure he will be very pleased.
My Gentle Mother of heaven, do this for me. A smile from You costs so little and for us it means everything. It gives us hope, confidence, love. Grant my wish! I ask a smile from You for him; he deserves it.
Till tomorrow
Sunday 7 JuNE 1953
− Mimi: “My Beloved. It is hardly 5 o’clock and You are near me to undertake another day in working for the salvation of souls. I am at Your disposal. I had the great pleasure of attending Holy Mass. By a circumstance I do not understand, how is it that at the moment of Holy Communion, the priest came towards us, stopped, then looked at my two companions and suddenly came to me and gave me communion. To my great surprise he leaves my two companions without giving them communion. What I can’t explain is that before mass, the priest had asked us if we wanted to receive and our answer had been positive. I don’t understand it. I felt terribly sorry for my companions. I said to myself: they are probably better prepared to receive You than I. Then, after mass, the priest said to my companions: “If you want to receive, come to the sacristy, I will give you communion. I can’t explain this situation and keep asking myself why…?"
− Jesus: “My little one, don’t try to understand. I allowed this to show you in a tangible way that I desire you to be all Mine, Mine alone… I know that you felt sorry for your companions. If they did not receive communion at the same moment as you, it is because I was watching over you more intensely, for the devil was close by to snatch this communion from Me and sow trouble in your soul. Because of this, I wanted to protect you and show you once more My love. Don’t try to understand everything."
In the afternoon at the church. Visit to the Blessed Sacrament.
− Mimi: “At last, my Beloved, here I am! I had been looking forward to this moment for a long time where We would be able to share our love. How good it is to be in Your arms. My happiness is so great that I forget that I am still on earth. I who wanted to talk to You after receiving this great moment of happiness, this gentle embrace, this love. I am here, silent. My happiness is so great. All I can say is : thank You, my Beloved. How I love You! I want to multiply at this moment my acts of love.
I must not be selfish, only think of myself during these sublime moments. My Beloved, protect Our Holy Father and the whole Church! I also pray for my director. You know the prayer I recite each day at his intentions. I give to You the souls of the bishops, priests, missionaries, religious men and women, the laity. I give You the perseverance of sacerdotal and religious vocations, and I ask You also to protect the youth. Give resignation to the sick, the wounded, give perseverance to those who struggle and are alone.
I ask You to bring peace to the whole world, especially to families and in the souls of each person. I ask You to convert the poor sinners of all countries of the world. Protect married people. Give them the courage to fulfill their obligations.
I ask that each child to be born be baptized. I ask that the infidels be baptized.
Guide travellers, look with pity on soldiers, sailors, aviators, prisoners who are victims, those who are on death row so that they may recognize their guilt and regret their actions.
Bless the persecuted, the martyrs, protect those who are suffering morally and physically, look upon those who pray, who weep, console the poor. Be merciful to prisoners and those on death row so that they may recognize their sins before judgment day. Also look upon the dying, deliver the souls from purgatory. I give You all the souls with their weaknesses, their human miseries.
Bless my little mom and my family, my friends, my enemies. I beg You, my God, look upon this crowd! They are Your children. I ask forgiveness, mercy for them and for me. Please have pity on them!
My Beloved, my great desire is that Your kingdom come to this earth, that men recognize You as their creator, their God. How I would like everyone to love You and cease to offend You. My Beloved, have pity on their weaknesses, their ignorance.
My Love, in atonement for all this evil, I offer myself to You lovingly, each hour of the day and of the night, to atone for my sins and those of my neighbor. I also want to atone for those who don’t think of it, for those who refuse. I offer myself especially to console You for the indifference of mankind. Since I belong to You, I must work hard for souls. I want them all to be Yours. But, my Beloved, without You I can do nothing.
You are my strength, my support, my hope. Increase in me the desire to suffer with You for the salvation of souls. Give me the strength and courage to fulfill my vocation the way You wish.
My Love, in spite of trials and temptations, increase in me the desire to love You more and more and to become some day Your little spouse. I never want to renege this offering of my whole being in Your service and for souls.
Finally, I ask the Holy Spirit to descend upon all the souls of the universe.
My Gentle Mother of heaven, I place into your arms all my requests and all the needs of each soul. Accept also my acts of love in atonement for my sins and those of my neighbor. You know, they aren’t so bad, but rather weak. Have pity on them if You please!
How time flies when I am near You, my love. I am sad at having to leave You. I thank You for the great joy You gave me by passing in front of my place during the procession of Corpus Christi. My Beloved, I would have liked to visit You at the monstrance altar but my duty was to stay home. But, my Beloved, since You are present within me, I offer You my soul as a monstrance altar. I want to give You the homage You deserve, You, the King of heaven and earth."
– Jesus: “I thank you, My little girl, often offer Me shelter in your soul. The homage that I receive from your little heart consoles Me.
If you knew the joy you give Me when you act with simplicity and humility as a little child. Trust Me and tell me often that you love Me. Do not hesitate to express your feelings of love and to reveal the desires of your soul. I will fulfill your wishes My little girl. It is My turn to appease you My dear little one, My beloved, My hope, for, as you know, I expect a lot from you."
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Love, for such kindness. I don’t deserve so much. You know my past so well. Yet, You call me Your beloved! What joy! Ô Infinite Goodness, I believe in You, in Your merciful love for the poor little girl I am. In return, I want to love You as You deserve, My God, My All. How anxious I am to become some day Your little spouse, humble and submissive. I am always your loving little girl. Thank You, my Beloved. Till tomorrow!
Good night, my Gentle Mother of heaven. Increase in my soul the love for Your Beloved Son. I also ask for the souls, the desire of heaven.
My good angel, watch over me and protect me, please help me.
Monday 8 JuNE 1953
− Mimi: “My Beloved, another day for You and for souls. My Love, help me do my best in spite of a few hours of sleep. I am suffering terribly but I offer You everything out of love in atonement for my sins. Forgive me for my impatience, my criticisms towards this person. I am upset that this person is about to visit me. This annoys me greatly."
– Jesus: “My little one, look at Me. Think about My patience with you, My silence at your failures, your sins and those of mankind. My little one, do not leave Us alone to work, this afternoon. Offer Me this visit that annoys you. It is a soul, you know!"
– Mimi: “Forgive me, my Beloved, for my moment of weakness. I want to repair, with Your help and will do all You ask me because I love You."
Evening.
− Mimi: “Thank You for your help. The struggle was difficult, but, out of love for You, I received this visit. I remained one hour and a half standing and listening to him speak. He would not sit down. He was more comfortable standing, he said. He spoke to me about his interests, his projects, etc. He is very ill…
And during this time, I could feel my strength leave me. My God, increase my patience. I must remember that he has a soul as You said.
I tried to smile, to seem interested. I must also be indulgent towards this sick person. I beg You, please help me. My Beloved, I am so tired. I come to rest near You.
My Gentle Mother of heaven, watch over me, please. Cradle me in Your arms like a child. I need Your caress this evening. I am suffering and sorrowful. Give me Your hand! Give me the strength to undertake another day in Your service. Good night, my Gentle Mother of heaven.
Till tomorrow my Beloved!
Tuesday 9 JuNE 1953
– Mimi: “How quickly You ask me to work for You this morning. It is almost three. I was awakened by the noise of thunder. A terrible storm. Mom is sleeping soundly.Thank You my Beloved, for she would have been frightened. She is so ill and fearful these past few years. Watch over her, please. My Beloved, I am Yours. I ask Your sincere forgiveness for my sins. Be merciful for souls."
My conversation with my Beloved lasted three hours, three hours of prayers and sacrifices. I have such a headache that I can’t go on.
– Mimi: “Give me the necessary strength to continue working for You. I would like to stay in bed and rest, but I must do my chores. I can hardly walk, the physical pain is so intense.
In the afternoon at the store.
I was waiting my turn to be served. There were a lot of people. I was becoming impatient.
– Jesus: “My poor little one! Are you as anxious to serve Me? Offer Me this sacrifice in atonement for your sins. Do not forget your children, the souls."
At the church.
– Mimi: “At last! My Beloved, I am so tired. I have come to get my strength back. I want to rest in Your arms. I am suffering a lot, but I love You."
– Jesus: “My poor little one, allow yourself to cry in My presence. Yes, let your tears flow. Come closer to Your Beloved. I share your grief. I know that your cross is heavy but I am by your side. Your cross would be heavier if I were not by your side to help!
Look at Me on the cross. Are you able to refuse Me what I ask? What you endure is nothing compared to my sufferings. Offer Me your headache. Think of my crown of thorns that you placed often upon My head because of your sins. Offer me also the pain that you feel in your heart and think of My heart that has so loved mankind. Offer, atone for the indifference and coldness of souls who don’t want to believe in this Heart that suffers and loves at the same time. Why do they always keep doubting Me, these poor souls?"
− Mimi: “Goodnight, my Love. If You still need me this night, I offer myself lovingly.
Till tomorrow!
My Gentle Mother of heaven, thank You for being near me. Your smile consoles me and helps me persevere."
Wenesday 10 JuNE 1953
– Mimi: “Good morning, my Love. What a beautiful day! Thank You for the beautiful sun! I need You to help me undertake all my work. I am short of physical strength. I am very tired even before beginning my day’s work.
Thank You, my Beloved for Your help. I am so happy. I feel I have worked well. My work was heavy and I didn’t think I had the strength to undertake all I had to do. But with You within me, I feel stronger, but, don’t leave me my Beloved."
– Jesus: “My poor little one, do not compare My love to that of mankind. Why do you believe I would leave you without any reason? Don’t you receive Me each day in your soul? Trust Me. I love you in spite of your weaknesses, My poor little one."
− Mimi: “Good night, my Beloved. I ask forgiveness for my sins of the day.
My Gentle Heavenly Mother, tell me what I must do to please my Beloved more and make Him forget the sorrow I caused Him with my ungrateful and distrustful conduct. I am suffering a lot, my Beloved. I ask Your forgiveness.
My Gentle Mother of heaven, increase in me love, confidence and the desire of heaven. I also ask this for the poor souls of sinners.
Till tomorrow!
Good night!
Thursday 11 JuNE 1953
− Mimi: “My Beloved, I offer myself to You today. Grant me the grace never to offend You. I want to work well in order to please You. My Beloved, give me patience, please, in all my work this morning. I have so much to do."
But, circumstances oblige me to interrupt my work in order to answer several phone calls during the past hour.
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I ask forgiveness for the sorrow I caused you in criticizing two persons. To help You forget my failures, I want to atone by being silent. Help me, please. I so want to correct this habit. Who am I to allow myself to criticize and condemn my neighbor? My Beloved, I am ashamed of my conduct and sincerely ask Your forgiveness. See how weak I am! On four occasions, I criticized these persons again. My Beloved, I beg You! Help me to get rid of this bad habit."
– Jesus: “My little one, I will help you. Be confident!"
− Mimi: “Ouch! I just burned myself! The pain is intense. My Beloved, I am suffering a lot. I have trouble finishing my work!"
– Jesus: “My Beloved, offer me this pain for I allowed it to help you uproot from your heart this habit of criticizing. Think a little about the pain I felt today during each of your criticisms!
From now on, remain silent for Me and for souls. This way, you are correcting yourself. In doing this, you will please Me. I will help you."
− Mimi: “Yes, my Beloved. I will offer everything out of love. How infinite is Your goodness! Your mercy is infinite!
My Gentle Mother of heaven, help me, please to prepare my heart well in order to receive my Beloved.
Ô Holy Spirit, enlighten me so that I may understand the enormity of my sins. Give me the necessary strength to correct myself.
I am going to prepare myself to make a sincere confession. I so wish to purify my soul to receive You well tomorrow. How anxious I am! My happiness is great! My Love, I am Yours forever."
Till tomorrow!
Friday 12 JuNE 1953
Feast of the Sacred Heart
– Mimi: “What a beautiful day, my Beloved. I wish You a happy feast day. I would like to remain near You to show You my love and give You lots of kisses. On the occasion of Your feast day, in the presence of my Gentle Mother of heaven, I offer myself to You with all my love and good will, ô Infinite Mercy. I beg You, consume me with Your love, in a devouring fire. Imprint upon my soul a greater desire to possess You entirely.
Without You I can do nothing. If You knew how I love You in spite of the cold and weak feelings that are on the surface of my heart. But, my Beloved, search the bottom of my soul. You will notice that there is room for You, now and forever. If there is something that saddens You in this heart, my Beloved, remove it, uproot all that could harm Our union. Render it meek and humble like Yours. I so want to offer You a pure heart. With Your ardent love, warm my cold heart. Give me the courage to follow You. Each day, I notice my weakness, but it is to You that I come with all my misery, my sorrows, my regrets, my shame for my abject conduct towards You, my lack of trust at times. In spite of my weakness and doubts, in spite of my ignorance, in spite of everything, I come to You seeking protection in Your Divine Heart. I have come looking for love, life, strength, light, truth. Do with me what You will. I am Yours. I trust in You. Give me a heart renewed, free, capable of loving You forever. Keep me near You at all times.
Good evening, my Gentle Mother of heaven! Grant me the grace to give my Fiat correctly each day. In spite of the spiritual dryness I am in at this moment, I must write out of obedience. I hate writing in this condition.
My God, increase my faith! Holy Spirit, enlighten me! How painful it is to do ones best to walk along the right road without being certain…
Till tomorrow, my Beloved! Good night, my Gentle Mother of heaven."
Saturday 13 JuNE 1953
− Mimi: “My Beloved, I need You especially this morning in order to face a very embarrassing situation. Out of love for You and in atonement for my sins, I will receive this person and remain silent before all that he might say. My Beloved, give me the necessary strength and courage to offer everything up. The devil is tormenting me, suggesting that I defend myself following the insult I received last night. He tells me that I do not offend God by defending myself. It is a question of justice. It is a sign of courage. It is very commendable to have courage, etc.
My Beloved, I beg You. The struggle is terrible! Poor human nature! I am well aware that I am not a strong person. Tell me what I must do and say to be just towards this person and not offend You."
− Jesus: “My little girl, only listen to My voice that is Truth. Offer everything out of love and remain silent. You can be sure to please Me."
In the afternoon at the church.
− Mimi: I was examining my conscience before confession. I was fearful. I was asking myself the reason for this mistrust, these doubts.
− Mimi: “My Beloved, help me please. My enemy is near me. I am afraid and I am trembling."
– Jesus: “My poor little one. Trust Me. Why be afraid? I am within You. Pick yourself up. Take courage and tell your director about this struggle. Tell him your doubts, your fears, your temptations. Trust him for he represents Me and I will manifest Myself through him to increase your faith."
− Mimi: “My Beloved, show me through my director what You expect from me."
After confession
− Mimi: “How happy I am! Thank You, my Beloved for such goodness. I sincerely ask Your forgiveness for my lack of trust in You, ô Infinite Goodness.
Ô Holy Spirit, enlighten my mind so that I may put into practice the advice my director has just given me for the greater good of my soul.
My Gentle Mother of heaven, see Your poor little girl at Your feet. It is with confidence that I come to You to tell You all the sorrow I feel about my ungrateful conduct towards Your Gentle Son. In spite of my despicable conduct, You still come to me to help me continue on the road to heaven. My Gentle Mother of heaven, I implore You. See with what ardor I wish to obtain my true and sincere conversion. I abandon myself into Your motherly arms. I rest upon Your heart, as Your child. I am so tired. A single look at You gives me the strength to carry on. Your loving smile draws me to You.
My Gentle Mother of heaven, help me understand the immense love of your Gentle Son towards me in spite of my ingratitude and lack of trust. My Gentle Mother of heaven, change my heart! Increase my fervor to diminish my lukewarmness. Give me the confidence to avoid the mistrust and fear. Give me the grace of a burning heart full of love for Your Gentle Jesus. May this love consume all obstacles to Our union.
Strengthen my faith in the merciful love of Your Gentle Son for the poor little girl I am. Grant me the grace to never allow doubts or a lack of trust enter willingly into my mind and heart. Increase in me the desire of devotion towards my neighbor and the souls of poor sinners. Protect me against all feelings of vanity, pride, selfishness that have been filtering within me lately. Give me a contempt for myself and material things."
What was I like? What am I without You? I remained silent. How moved I was before such ingratitude on my part towards my Creator, my God.
– Mimi: “(I was looking at the crucifix. I was telling myself : see what you’ve done!) Forgive me, my Beloved. Forgive me! My sorrow is so great. I cannot express on paper all my repentance. Before all this, how I would like to find the words needed to help You forget a little of my conduct. But I remain silent. My mind is completely empty. How I suffer!"
– Jesus: “But My poor little one! Look at Me with love and confidence. I understand you. Many persons offer Me beautiful words, beautiful discourses, long prayers and many requests.
Many times, their minds are preoccupied. They want only what pleases them and don’t think of offering themselves to accomplish My Holy Will. It is so simple, so easy to live with Me. You still do not know Me after so many proofs of My love.I ask you to be humble like My Divine Mother. Love me like Her. Love Me like I love you. Always be faithful in offering yourself to God the Father with Me for souls, through the hands of My Divine Mother. Do not be discouraged. Trust in Me. Don’t forget your team work."
Till tomorrow!
Sunday 14 JuNE 1953
– Mimi: “Good morning, my Beloved. My day is Yours. I had the great pleasure of attending Holy Mass and receiving You, my Love. My Beloved, You who are presently in me, I prosrate myself before You. I believe. I adore You, and I love You. Please give me a pure heart, a heart able to offer myself out of love, a heart faithful in following You, a heart united to Your Holy Will, a heart charitable towards everyone, especially my neighbor, a heart of compassion for the poor, a generous heart ready to work for the conversion of sinners, a heart filled with prayer and sacrifices to obtain the deliverance of souls in purgatory. It is with confidence that I repeat the well known invocation :
"Jesus, meek and humble of heart,
render my heart similar to Yours."
– Jesus: “My poor little one, if you gave Me the absolute freedom to work in your soul, what changes I would make in you. Don’t forget that you have a free will. This is why I am patient with you, with souls. I listen, I wait in silence. It is when the soul does Me the honor of giving Me everything, especially a submission to My Holy Will out of love, then only can I operate. I transform the soul. I live constantly in this soul because it has become My abode, the temple of the Holy Spirit. My dear little girl, if you want to reach this goal, that I change your heart in all humility, renew your vow of obedience to Me and your director. Be very submissive and faithful in all he will tell you. Meditate well the following:
"He who hears you, hears Me."
– Jesus: “I beg you, trust Me, trust Us. Did I not give all My priests the gift of touching souls? Why wouldn’t I have given it to your director, I who have full confidence in him? Trust Us. Give Me your hand! I will guide your steps.
Ask your director to give you a line of conduct to follow rigorously.With his permission, make a general review of your life. Prepare yourself in prayer and sacrifice. Begin a novena to the Holy Spirit to obtain all the necessary light you will need to make this serious examination of your life.
During this time, do not allow yourself any distraction, even permitted; no preoccupations. Think only of Me and of our forthcoming union. Meditate on My great Mercy towards you; especially on what I accomplished out of love for you. Examine yourself on your commitments towards Me, on what I expect from you, from your life, from your mission. Think about what I offer you in return. Think also about what you offer Me!!! Examine yourself on your lack of trust. Meditate on each important circumstance of your life.
Go every day to My Divine Mother to ask Her help in this work. Awaken a perfect contrition for all your sins with a sincere repentance for having offended Me in your mistrust, your doubts concerning My Infinite Mercy. Now, share Our exchange with your director. I want to purify you entirely before Our next encounter when Our union will take place and will be blessed before My Father who is in Heaven. You will understand all this later. For now, trust Us and go forth!"
− Mimi: “My Beloved, I place myself entirely at Your disposal. I will go to my director with more confidence. I thank You for helping me know myself as I am in Your eyes.
I also, my Beloved, desire as much as You this union, this encounter You speak of. But, my Beloved, I do not deserve this great happiness. I am so unworthy of carrying some day the name of the spouse of Christ… What can I offer You in return? I only have a poor little life full of misery, sins, weaknesses. My hands are empty.
Ô divine Goodness, in spite of my poor life, in spite of my sins, You wish to unite Your life to mine. You want to share Your life, Your sufferings forever! Yes, I accept, my Beloved. With Your help, I will do what You ask of me. I blindly submit myself to Your Holy Will and to the advice of my director.
Till tomorrow!
Saturday 17 JuNE 1953
– Mimi: “My Beloved, give me the strength and courage to work. I am so tired! My cross is heavy to carry, today. I am suffering terribly morally."
Afternoon.
− Mimi: “My Beloved! I am suffering terribly! The headache is getting worse. I do not have the strength to continue my work."
– Jesus: “My poor little girl! Offer Me this headache in union with My sufferings. Offer also all your sorrows, your sufferings without exception in atonement for your sins. Pray for the intentions of the Holy Father and also to obtain the delivrance of the souls in purgatory, the conversion of sinners and for all human misery."
− Mimi: “The pain is getting worse; it is sharper, I can hardly stand. I feel my strength leaving me. My Beloved, where are You? I can’t go on! Please help me! I am suffering a lot!"
– Jesus: “My poor little girl! I am here near you with this suffering. I am within you, in spite of your doubts. I know what you are suffering morally and physically. Place your head on My shoulder for a moment. Listen to the heartbeats of My heart that contains so much love for you and souls.
My little girl! Think about My sufferings. Think about My crown of thorns that I carried out of love for you and souls. How many times you placed it on My head through your shortcomings, your lack of trust, your daily sins. My poor little one! If only you knew how much I love you when you suffer in silence with love and resignation."
– Mimi: During the way of the cross.
– Jesus: “In your pain, look at Me on the cross. Think of My love for you. Ask to feel the pain of My Divine Mother. Ask for the repentance of Mary Madeleine, the love of Saint John. Ask also for the strength of the Holy Spirit. Pray often in this manner, for, in asking to feel the pain of My Divine Mother, you will understand what She endured out of love for you, Her child. With the repentance of Mary Medeleine, you will understand My infinite mercy and with the love of Saint John, you will understand everything, that is, what pure and simple love is like. With the help of the Holy Spirit, He will complete what is missing and give you the necessary light to accomplish your duty for the greater glory of God the Father. "
− Mimi: “My Beloved, I offer You everything out of love. Please help me! How good it feels to rest upon Your heart, to hear Your voice so comforting, to be sure of Your love. Thank You, thank You. Till tomorrow!"
God knew very well that in choosing me, there was room for suffering.
